13/10/2025
âEpisode 4: What I did to her while she's sick.
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âBefore I go straight to what I did to her, let me take you back to how we lived and worked together in the shop. That day, Moniciah came to my workplace as usual. She asked me to train her on how to operate the computer, and I accepted. That was the moment she quickly accepted my proposal to date her.
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âI showed her how to turn on the computer, play videos on the laptop, and use the remote control to play videos on the TV that was mounted on the wall for training students. After that, she started bringing her friends to show them what she had learned. She would open the computer and TV proudly just to boast about her new skills.
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âSometimes, she tried to play videos while looking away from the screen to make herself look like a computer guru just like me. I was fast in typing and could type without even looking at the keyboard, something that made her admire me even more.
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âShe loved only two types of videos Indian movies and love stories. She always said she was a church girl, so she skipped scenes with fighting and any part where people were caressing or kissing.
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âWe watched âTo All the Boys Iâve Loved Beforeâ three times. Sometimes she would play it and call me to watch with her while I massaged her hands. But that day was different she told me to touch her thigh. I froze because I didnât expect that from her.
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ââTo All the Boys Iâve Loved Beforeâ is a romantic movie about a shy high school girl named Lara Jean Covey who secretly writes love letters to all the boys she ever liked but never sends them. One day, the letters are accidentally delivered to all those boys, including her sisterâs ex-boyfriend. Chaos begins, and her life changes completely as she pretends to date one boy, Peter Kavinsky, to cover up the truth only to end up falling in real love with him".
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âLara J Covey often hung out with her elder sister even on her dates, she also took her to the movie that's where she saw people kissing and her elder sister holding hands tightly with her boyfriend, learning what love really felt like.
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âAt the end of the movie, Jane went on a school trip that changed her life completely a part of the story that Moniciah don't liked to watch most because Lara J. Covey lost her V!rginity in that infamous trip and that is reason I want Moniciah to watch it.
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âThat day, she asked me to watch it again with her, but I refused, telling her we would only watch it if no one skipped any scene. She smiled and agreed.
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âAs we watched, I got distracted by my phone. I was always busy watching TikTok videos through Howdy VPN instead of paying attention to old movies. She took my phone away so that I could focus on the movie. I smiled, knowing she wanted my attention. I even told myself that one day, I would show her another movie that I usually showed to some girls but that will be in my next story, âThe Woman That Supported My Hustle.â
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âWe continued watching, and I could feel something strange within me. My body temperature rose; my heartbeat changed. She wore a short dress that left part of her thigh visible, and when she asked me to massage it, I didnât know what was happening to me anymore.
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âWhen the movie ended, it was evening. It was time to take her home. She was sick that day, and when we reached our usual spot behind Star Guest Hotel where the street was quiet and dark I I hugged her and told her goodbye. But she didnât move.
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âShe stood near the fence close to her home. I went back and asked her why she wasnât leaving. She said she was too sick and wanted me to take her home. I knew her mother wouldnât like that, but she looked weak and tired.
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âShe leaned against the fence, and I looked around to make sure no one was coming. Then I held her cheek quickly and, before I could think twice, I kissed her lips. She pulled back and asked me in a soft but pained voice why I did that to her.
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âI told her to go home, but she refused, still asking me why I kissed her while she was sick.
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âThe next morning, she sent me a message saying, âYou donât really care about me. Why did you kiss me while I was sick?â
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âThat message kept ringing in my mind the whole day, and I realized I had done something that even I couldnât explain.
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âYouâll get to know the sin she committed too in Episode 5, coming later.
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âDisclaimer:
âWhoever bears the same name or has any relationship with me should understand that this is my story. It is not meant to offend anyone or cause misunderstanding. Itâs just a piece of my real-life experience told as it happened.