Love Life And Illusions

05/30/2026

Tonight I was sitting here reading one of my favorite Bible verses, fussing at myself because I struggle to memorize things the way some people can. I always have.

So I decided to get out a pen and paper and write it down instead, trying to soothe my anxious spirit and plant the Word a little deeper.

I reached into a pile of things I had brought back from storage — things I still haven’t really gone through yet — and pulled out a notebook. When I opened it, I turned directly to this page.

I realized it was my grandmother’s notebook. My Nanaw’s. Dorothy Jean Clark’s. A notebook where she used to write.

I sat in complete amazement for a moment, overwhelmed by how God can bring things so pristine and crystal clear, right when we need them most.

It has been a heavy couple of weeks and a heavy day, but tonight felt like a reminder that I am not walking alone.

Thank You, God.
And thank you to my Nanaw in Heaven. 🤍

05/27/2026

The past few weeks have been heavy — heavier than I’ve been able to carry alone.

I haven’t had all the right words, and I haven’t really had the energy to show up in the way I normally try to. Some days are hard to walk through, and even harder to explain.

But for those of y’all who have been asking, I’m still here. I’m still fighting through. I’m still choosing God, and I’m still choosing to keep going — even on the days that feel messy, emotional, confusing, and heavier than I know how to deal with.

Growth isn’t always graceful.

Recently, there have been days where it has looked like crying, praying, resting, and starting over from one moment to the next. But I am refusing to let this hard moment convince me that there is no hope.

So no, I haven’t given up.

I’m just walking through a hard stretch quietly, carefully, and with as much faith as I can possibly hold on to.

God is still good, and I know He’s here with me.

05/25/2026

Love her and feel this...

05/21/2026

So important....

05/11/2026