04/05/2026
It’s Easter Sunday and guess what I’m NOT doing. I’m definitely not waking up at 4:30 to prepare for a church service that’s designed to play with peoples emotions and scare them into the faith.
I’m definitely not attending services in the same place kids get molested and have their spirits broken. I’m definitely not stressed out planning the entire service myself and leading all the music while being stared at by convicted felons and pedophiles.
I’m definitely not delusional anymore even though I was raised to stay that way. And I’m definitely not being forced to wear a dress. Lol
I’m not getting anxious wondering if some invisible sky man approved of my church service I put on for him while he decides which of my friends and their kids he’s going to give cancer to that year.
No panic attacks. No prayers into the void. No lame pancake breakfasts with superficial people who judge you for wearing pants while pregnant.
What am I doing? Right now? Existing in peace. My home is calm. My room is quiet. My family is resting. And when they wake up, we’re making breakfast together and then going for a walk. No one is upset. No one is stressed out. No child is experiencing anxiety wondering if they were good enough to reach heaven that day. No one is getting spanked or yelled at or coerced into participating in blood sacrifice rituals.
No one including myself is experiencing nightmares. We’re just living a normal life while loving each other. What more does anyone need but to live a safe peaceful healthy life with their family?
I hope you, as the reader achieve peace for yourself today. No matter what your past looks like. Today, you can choose peace. What does choosing peace look like for you?