An Autistic Girl and Her God Podcast

05/26/2026

Welcome back to season 2 of An Autistic Girl and Her God podcast! 🎉🎉🎉

Season 2 is WAY different than season 1. Season 1 laid the foundation for where we are going, and season 2 is called “Unscripted” because it’s focusing on living unscripted and unmasked. (And there’s video now!!)

As neurodivergent people, we tend to want to live with our polished/shiny selves out first. This causes us to “mask” as much of our Autism/neurodivergence as we possibly can to be accepted and loved.

My hope for this season (for me too!), is that we would all walk away feeling safe to be who we are—quirks, special interests and all! The Lord created us with special “spices” and what a shame to waste those every day. Especially when He created us for HIS enjoyment—that’s right! He delights in you!!!! The real you. The you that laughs a little “too much” or accidentally talks someone’s ear off about ladybugs. Guess who’s never bothered by your “too muchness”?! That’s right…Jesus!

And over the years I’m learning there are actually safe people that like the real me! The more “me” I am, the more I attract those people to me! It is so healing, friend.

So let’s do this incredibly raw, unmasked, unscripted season together, shall we?

Spotify:

https://open.spotify.com/episode/1xNeCWKSpGveVW3hnBSV67?si=opawv1xXTYqY2EV6S6pxyQ

YouTube:

https://youtu.be/2rWUkUI8wzo?si=VmfrOZSQg8N9TFTD

Apple Podcasts (Audio Only):

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/an-autistic-girl-and-her-god-stories/id1818135926?i=1000769708878

An Autistic Girl and Her God: Stories of Christianity, Neurodivergence, and Hope · Episode

03/17/2026

Guess what?! The new podcast equipment has been ordered and season 2 is coming SOON!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

12/16/2025

😭😭😭😭😭 This information from Spotify about the podcast humbled me like you would not believe. I cannot believe this information is about MY podcast!! And to think, I almost didn’t make this podcast. I almost gave up before I even got started. I did not believe that anyone would ever want to listen to me rambling on. 😭

I’m so grateful that my stories resonated with so many of you! Thank you for listening. Thank you for commenting and sharing YOUR stories with me! Thank you for sharing it with others. 💕

I cannot WAIT to start sharing season 2 with you! We are going to have so much fun together in 2026! 🎉

07/31/2025

I can't believe it...but we are FINALLY wrapping up season 1! The finale episode has been published and I'm already working on season 2! There will be guests and we will go DEEPER than we have before! I'll share the release date as soon as I know it!

In this Season 1 finale, Nikki explores what it truly means to walk in awareness, acceptance, and advocacy as a neurodivergent person—and as a follower of Christ. With biblical insight, personal reflection, and practical encouragement, this episode unpacks how Jesus models deep compassion and inclusion, even when the world falls short. Whether you're neurodivergent or an ally, you'll find grace, truth, and hope here.

Find the episodes here:

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/episode/3UnnCyUJDfmBTSoRJpi5K5?si=mpHKytaITQSahQKIbgyvaw
YouTube: https://youtu.be/Me3qwu7fxcM
Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/an-autistic-girl-and-her-god-stories/id1818135926?i=1000720118507

*Fun fact: I just learned that Apple Podcasts transcribes the podcast for you!!! How awesome is that?! So if you don't have time to listen to an episode, go read the transcript! :)

Thanks for tuning in this season! :) And don't forget to share the love!!! I can't wait to talk with you again real soon!

06/27/2025

*Deep Breath* After almost 3 weeks, episode 9 is finally live! This episode was a major labor of love. It's the longest episode so far and as I was working through recording it, I was walking through my own stomach flare/health issues. The irony is that the episode is called, "Co-Occurring Conditions (Aka "The Trifecta"). So I was literally living the things I am talking to you about in this episode!

After it was done and I was about to launch it, I couldn't help myself and I just lost it. I was literally weeping over this and praying it would bless you, and that you would feel less alone. I had to follow so many bunny trails to find this information, and I'm so grateful I can offer it to you all in one place! I hope and pray this gives you some answers, some ah-ha moments, and helps launch you onto a new path on your health journey!

We’ll unpack what it means to live with:
Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (EDS) — and why we call ourselves “zebras”
POTS and Dysautonomia — when standing up feels like running a marathon
MCAS — the immune system that overreacts to everything
Celiac Disease — the autoimmune response to gluten that’s often missed
ARFID — when food becomes a battle due to fear or sensory overwhelm
Gastroparesis — a brief look at delayed digestion
Sleep Apnea — a commonly missed issue in neurodivergent and EDS bodies that affects energy, mood, and inflammation

This episode explores why these conditions overlap, how they feed into each other, and how you can start untangling the storm. You’ll also hear practical, functional medicine-style tips and tender encouragement rooted in faith — because you’re not too complicated for God to understand.
Whether you’re navigating a new diagnosis, supporting a loved one, or trying to hold it all together in a body that feels fragile — this episode is for you.

Check it out!

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/episode/1jgpuJWsPxC0ZRYOvEyS1j?si=xyjp63FrQJiG1sHeThlP9A

Apple Podcasts:
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/an-autistic-girl-and-her-god-stories/id1818135926?i=1000714847543

YouTube:
https://youtu.be/CRmpzGK-Wkk?si=w8kcJUCN9xJ1WexH

06/10/2025

In episode 8, we dive into the deep waters of communication, filters, Theory of Mind, and the painful experience of being misunderstood — especially for neurodivergent believers. Through real-life examples, biblical truth, and gentle encouragement, we explore how to honor who God made us to be while still growing in love and connection with others. You’ll leave with practical tools, hope for the journey, and a reminder that you are fully known and deeply loved by a God who never misunderstands you.

Thanks for tuning in! Please like/subscribe/share to spread the word! 🙂

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/episode/64MHEcpwUhQMCRYyGhSv2Y?si=sfWpnNuHQUqCsD58a2epZQ

YouTube:
https://youtu.be/g4ekv7ZWEmY

Apple:
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/episode-8-filters-theory-of-mind-being-misunderstood/id1818135926?i=1000712135325

06/02/2025

Guess what? You can now listen to the podcast on the Apple Podcasts app!!! :)

Christianity Podcast · Updated Weekly · Listen in as host Nikki Baltusis shares her journey as an Autistic girl who loves Jesus. Hear how her neurodivergence and faith intersect, and find healing in her stories of Hope.

06/02/2025

Do you ever feel antsy or anxious inside? It's almost like you can't sit still? Or maybe you're always seeking out sensory input--like you can't get enough? Or perhaps you're someone that avoids noisy spaces, itchy tags/textures, and you need calm quiet spaces? Today's episode is all about stimming and sensory profiles! Don't forget to take the quiz to see which sensory profile you are:

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSd_tVyXh25WdlMEOWr9rzu3xplrl4E5GJ8Kpr4hBSy2L7DesQ/viewform?usp=preview

Thanks for tuning in! Please like/subscribe/share to spread the word! 🙂

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/episode/33gS6g7hmuYW38XcQA6bNK?si=qmNOElN7SHiEy51uYfA1Og

YouTube:
https://youtu.be/J0fvEx_kls4

06/02/2025

Does it feel like the smallest tasks are SO hard to do each day? You might be struggling with executive dysfunction. Take a listen to episode 6 of the podcast which talks all about executive dysfunction and how to work around it!

Thanks for tuning in! Please like/subscribe/share to spread the word! 🙂

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/episode/3EL81X6kU8BFE3H8Rk8Ofc?si=-k6ntYIbSoKN61YOURWXJw

YouTube:
https://youtu.be/QlxM63YATHI

05/19/2025

Feeling a little burned out lately? Let’s explore what neurodivergent burnout is, and see which area of rest you need to focus on to come out of it! Today’s episode comes with a free Burnout Recovery Kit download! Listen to the episode and grab that free kit here:

https://mailchi.mp/c5b4460653a3/christian-neurodivergent-burnout-recovery-kit

Thanks for tuning in! Please like/subscribe/share to spread the word! 🙂

Spotify:

https://open.spotify.com/episode/7AMRkY0ORgk4cNFvXGFIgc

YouTube:
https://youtu.be/yeXlslOkHiE