10/17/2025
Living with Invega Sustenna has been a heavy journey, one that’s hard to put into words but feels important to share. The medication was meant to help, but for me, it’s come with a weight that’s both physical and emotional. The fog in my mind is relentless—thoughts feel sluggish, like wading through thick mud, and the spark of joy I used to carry feels dimmed, almost out of reach. My body aches in ways I didn’t expect; it’s stiff, tired, and sometimes trembles with restlessness that keeps me up at night. The weight gain has been a quiet blow to my confidence, making me feel like a stranger in my own skin.
The emotional toll is the hardest part. There are days when I feel disconnected, like I’m watching my life through a foggy window, unable to fully feel the warmth of God’s love or the comfort of my own heart. I’ve cried out for peace, for that radiant sense of safety I long for, and while my faith keeps me anchored, the side effects of Invega make it harder to feel that connection some days. It’s a battle to hold onto hope when your body and mind feel like they’re working against you.
I’m sharing this not for pity, but to be real about what this journey is like. For anyone else out there feeling trapped by medication side effects, you’re not alone. I’m still here, still fighting, still trusting that God has a plan for my healing and peace. If you’ve been through this too, I’d love to hear how you cope—what keeps you going? 💙