05/14/2025
There's no question I'd travel back through time and punch younger me. However that is also the beauty of experience and learning. You mess up, learn and move on.
There are legions of people in this world who cannot learn and move on. To them, they call it hypocrisy. When someone learns new information and changes their ways, it is a concept that blows the mind of the simpleton. It's that stubborn clinging onto "what was" that is a massively limiting factor to gaining wisdom and maturity.
Also I am such a simp for Warhammer I had to go full philosopher mode on this picture.
Picture is from the Horus Heresy when Sanguinius fought his brother Horus. Sanguinius stood firm against Horus, seeing his own or his father's near demise, but he valiantly fought on. Sanguinius may actually have wanted to die to silence the voices, the visions, but we will never know. He was a powerful Psykar to say the least, but he only saw doom, gloom, darkness and pain.
The final moments of Sanguinius were long, drawn out, brutal, painful and bloody. He was a powerful and skilled warrior who fought beyond his own body's death. His lungs filled with his own blood, Sanguinius still clung onto life though limp and unable to move. there were no final words to be spoken as he could no longer speak. He was struck so hard to the head, pieces of flesh fell off.
I had only recently read this tragic story and found it quite in line with my own writings and philosophies. The strong die slow and painful, while the weak are granted a quick demise. The Immortal Realm will be filled with great warriors and battles to come.