Smallhands Please Keep Breathing

09/26/2025

Keep reaching up
As you fall through that void
It may be dark
But the walls have hands
Grasp blindly
Reach
You cannot fall forever
The walls have ears
Speak your unheard truths
They will be heard
Speak
Your words can't fall away unheard forever
The walls have a mouth
Whispering admirations
Take them in
You deserve them
You can't feel worthless forever
Hear
Reach
Speak
Rage against the void
Until the walls pluck you out
Or you splash into nothingness
Until you can be lifted back into the light
Or die trying

09/25/2025

They're always yelling
A cacophony of voices
Reminding me
Of every fault
Reminding me
That I am a burden
An annoyance
I never stood a chance
I'm sorry

09/22/2025

Still trying to accept that you are gone
I guess the light at the end of the tunnel
Is hell keeping its lights on
And I'm heading home

09/21/2025

Pfizer babies

09/20/2025

Night time ghosts talk too much

09/19/2025

I am not part of an algorithm
I am not some electronic voice
I am a song with a chaotic rhythm
Never trapped in 4/4
If you find me
It was supposed to be
Otherwise I'd remain unseen
If you see me come and get me
I'll be waiting in your dreams
I am not a part of the lexicon
My words are seldom used
A language they thought was dead and gone
I have resurrected it just for you
You'll know me by my still eyes
When imposters come to speak
Wrapped thinly in their disguise
Their voices trembling and weak
Even with my whisper
And the rigidity in my laugh
My light will burn and blister
from chaos make a path
If you found me
Wake me
Invoke me
Embrace me
Brother Owl is yours to do as you please

09/19/2025

09/18/2025

This made me smile

09/15/2025

How it feels when I actually try and use my voice