12/01/2023
Everybody towing there vehicles to finals👀😕🤔🤦🏼♂️, good luck, couldn't find a way to afford finals, or a way to get the car down there, doesn't have wipers and is a s**t show to drive in the rain, apparently I don't have the ppl I need or the right ppl in my corner to ever make a damn finals lately, my job f***s me every chance they get left and right, i have to physically be hanging on someone's nuts to not forgotten about, i can never seem to enjoy any of my hobbies anymore , inflation killed everything, i can never find the help I need to progress , I'm just done with the fakes and the bulls**t, it's always something, and don't say better luck next year, cause my year was this year and finals probably won't even be in the same spot, I'm just so frustrated and pi**ed off at myself, I thought hard work is supposed to pay off, ain't done nothing but make me fu**in broke and miserable af, so if you don't see me or wonder why I don't pick up the phone it's because I'm done with everybody and everything, tired of being apart of everyone else's success but nobody is keeping that same energy or wants anything to do with mine, I'm tired of asking for help just to be ignored, sorry I don't fit in with the cool people, built a car nobody ever wants a demo of or hear instead everybody wants to sell me there s**t and f**k me over so they can get ahead and be on that next level and stay ahead of the trend. F**k the ppl who work hard af , that are on a extreme budget, uses all second hand used equipment, just to go out one day so he can feel normal and smile and enjoy there hard work, dunno why I'm even typing this, nobody cares about me or my life or my builds 😡😤 I'm just broken