01/05/2022
About to go see the attorney for the first time worried but released at the same time. Will let everyone know what he says. Hoping this nightmare of a marriage is over soon enough. I will find some one who actually loves me and cares for me . Sad to think that there are people incapable of love but the last 17 years is proof enough. Wish me luck and lots of prayers much love to my family and friends. God bless.
