06/20/2026
Chapter 34 🙌🏽
This time last year, I was driving down the highway unsure of everything in my life.
Honestly, I was in despair. I felt like I had reached rock bottom. I was battling suicidal thoughts, exhausted from fighting battles I didn’t understand, and the weapons formed felt very prosperous.
Then, a rock hit my windshield. That was my final straw.
I watched the crack begin to spread, and in that moment, it felt symbolic of my entire life. Everything seemed to be falling apart. That was my breaking point. I cried out to God, started banging the steering wheel, and screamed from a place so deep within me that I didn’t recognize my own voice. I closed my eyes and started speeding….
BUT GOD told me “Open your eyes and look ahead,” and He calmed my mind enough for me to safely make it to my destination, a live podcast taping. The host’s mother had no idea what I had just experienced, but she prayed over me and my mind, and gave me a hug that only a mother could.
From that day to today, all I can say is thank You, Lord. Thank You for keeping me when I almost lost my mind. Thank You for providing for me and protecting me. Thank You for sending people over this past year to love on me and my son. Thank You for giving me peace. Thank You for quieting the noise in my mind.
Crazy part about it is, that crack started at the edge of the passenger side of my windshield. I watched it spread across the glass, but before it ever reached my side, it curved upward.
Immediately, I thought about how so many things over the past two years looked like they would destroy me. It seemed like the enemy was winning. Yet God never allowed those weapons to touch what He was preserving and I started clinging to Him like never before.
So, this birthday means more than cute pictures, makeup, or an outfit.
This birthday is evidence that I MADE IT!
And if you’re reading this feeling like you’re at your lowest point, I pray you hold on. There is life after despair. There is peace after chaos. There is purpose after pain. ❤️
I AM THE BIRTHDAY 😝💁🏽♀️