Pushing Up Lilies

13/10/2026

Content note: depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts.

On Pushing Up Lilies, Julie Mattson talks openly about the mental health struggles at the center of this case, because these conversations save lives when we stop whispering about them.

If you or someone you know is struggling, call or text 988 (the Su***de & Crisis Lifeline). You are not alone. 💜

#988

13/10/2026

Content note: postpartum mental health.

After a baby arrives, sleepless nights, racing energy and anxiety can be more than "new-parent tired." On Pushing Up Lilies, Julie Mattson talks through how postpartum mood changes came up in this case, and why they deserve to be taken seriously.

This is a podcast conversation, not medical advice. If you or someone you love is struggling after a baby, you're not alone. Call or text the National Maternal Mental Health Hotline at 1-833-TLC-MAMA (1-833-852-6262), 24/7.

13/10/2026

A mother's love is where this story has to begin. 💛

Julie Mattson reflects on the moments that matter most, and why remembering the love in a family matters when we talk about what happened to it.

Content note: this episode discusses a case involving the loss of children.

12/10/2026

Before the headlines, there was a family. 🌷

On Pushing Up Lilies, Julie Mattson looks at the life behind the case: a nurse who dedicated herself to caring for others and to the family she loved.

Every case starts with real people. We never forget that.

12/10/2026

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Podcast · Julie Mattson · Dissect the science behind some of the most spine-tingling, unusual and terrifyingly true crime stories with Julie Mattson, a seasoned Forensic Nurse Death Investigator in this gripping weekly podcast. Julie's unique approach to investigations is informed by her backgroun...

10/10/2026

We're developing coasters to test drinks for GHB and Rohypnol, handing them out at local bars and universities. Prevention is key. Money raised will support this and our podcast. Plus, a powerful guest speaker is coming soon whose daughter was murdered. You won't want to miss her story.

09/10/2026

MURDER, MYSTERY & A NIGHT TO REMEMBER!

Tomorrow night is the night!

Join us for the 2nd Annual Pushing Up Lilies Murder Mystery Dinner, an unforgettable evening of suspense, laughter, delicious food, and a meaningful mission!

Saturday, October 10, 2026
5:00 PM to 9:00 PM
Studio 141 | Krum, Texas

Your evening includes a cocktail hour, a delicious catered dinner by Our Blended Table, specialty cocktails, an entertaining murder mystery performance, and an incredible silent auction!

We’re also honored to welcome special guest speaker Jan Bynum, mother of Kelli Ann Cox, who will share her powerful story.

This event is about more than solving a murder mystery. It’s about bringing our community together, honoring victims, supporting families, and making a difference.

And trust me, you never know who might be the killer!

LAST CHANCE TO GET YOUR TICKETS!

Tickets increase to $120 at the door, so grab yours before it’s too late!

Bring your friends, dress to impress, and prepare for an evening full of unexpected twists.

Who will survive the night? You’ll have to attend to find out!

Join us tomorrow night and help make our second annual event one to remember!

09/10/2026

Lindsay Marie Musgrove, born in 1990, was raised in Wallingford, Connecticut. She completed an accelerated nursing program and worked for 9 years as a labor and delivery nurse at Massachusetts General Hospital.