05/28/2026
A rough start to the day… then God’s sign.
I’m not going to lie — today started kind of rough for me.
As I was hustling around getting ready for work, I fell. Again.
My knee has been randomly giving out on me more and more this past month. A mixture of an underlying knee issue paired with Anastrozole for breast cancer causing inflammation and joint pain is a nasty combination.
And falling is not good for any breast cancer patient, because many of us deal with osteoporosis, brittle bones, low hormones, and low bone density. So honestly, as I was “going down,” I remember thinking, “Try to fall slow and graceful, Jaime… fall slow… you can do it.”
And somehow, I did.
But then I just sat on the floor and cried for a few seconds.
Not because I hurt myself — but because I was angry. Angry that chronic pain has become part of daily life. Angry at feeling stiff and limited and frustrated in my own body.
The moment didn’t last long. I picked myself up, maybe said a curse word, and kept moving so we could leave for the day.
As we were heading out the front door, Andy said, “Look out back.”
And there it was.
At 5:50 a.m.
My message from God. 🌈
A rainbow stretched across the sky like the most beautiful painting I’d ever seen. And for today, it was.
It felt like God reminding me that He hears me. That He knows I question things sometimes. That He sees the exhaustion, the frustration, and the wondering about why certain things happen in life.
But He was also reminding me to trust His plans. To trust His guidance. And maybe — just maybe — to stop putting off calling the doctor to get this knee taken care of so I can hopefully have some sense of normal again.
So, wherever you are today, watch for your signs.
They’re everywhere.
Sometimes we just have to pause long enough to see them.