Lovvelly Mikayla

01/30/2026

should i help him out or not? 😇

01/30/2026

uhm, hi there 👋

01/30/2026

I find it so unfair when someone comes up with an argument like that. As someone who needs harmony, it takes a lot to make me freak out, and when I do and someone asks me that question, I feel terrible anger because I feel so stupid and small. Who else feels this way?

01/30/2026

what outfit next? 😊

01/30/2026

did you catch it? 😇

01/30/2026

"21 years old, juggling a full-time job and still waiting for that one person who gets me. Either he’s lost, stuck in traffic, or just really taking the scenic route to statr it in a positive way.

When I’m not working, I’m usually doing… not much. Sleeping, snacking, and spiraling into my own thoughts is kind of my entire personality right now.

I’ve always pictured a loud, love-filled future—kids everywhere, messy Sunday dinners, the whole chaotic, happy mess.
But in the present? Even introducing myself feels like defusing a bomb. Social stuff isn’t just hard—it’s exhausting. My brain treats every interaction like a crisis.

I know I seem quiet or even distant sometimes, but the truth is: I’m just stuck in my own head, overthinking every word before it ever leaves my mouth. And by the time I do feel ready, the moment has passed.
I watch people make connections so effortlessly, and I’m just over here hoping someone talks to me first—because starting it myself feels terrifying.

Unexpected calls, loud rooms, someone shouting my name? Total shutdown mode. I’d love to be that chill, go-with-the-flow person… but my anxiety hits the gas before I even get a chance to breathe.

There’s a whole list of things I want to do—travel, laugh more, meet new people, live a little louder. But anxiety keeps pressing pause.
Honestly, just one day with a quiet mind sounds like paradise.

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01/30/2026

How could he! Then had to shoot the video in front of him

01/29/2026

01/29/2026

“They say you’re just an office assistant.”

They don’t see the early mornings. The whispered “thank you” no one hears. The quiet chaos you absorb so others can shine.

You remember the birthdays.
Fix the printer jam no one else wants to touch.
Refill the coffee. Clean up the kitchen.
Notice who’s too tired, who’s too quiet.
Rescue meetings from becoming disasters by reminding the right people at the right time.

You’re not in the spotlight.
You are the spotlight.
You hold the damn thing steady so everyone else can perform.

But they call you just an assistant.
They don’t see the emotional glue, the invisible architecture, the human behind the calm.

This is for every office assistant who’s ever been overlooked, underestimated, underpaid — but who still shows up. Who still holds it together.

You’re not just an assistant.
You are the pulse of the place.
And it’s time they feel it.

01/29/2026

I’m not sure if anyone will actually read this, but I just need to let it out.

I’m 21, and lately… I’ve been feeling a little lost when it comes to love.
It seems like everyone around me is in a relationship, getting engaged, or at least going on cute little dates.
And I’m just here, wondering if I’ll ever meet someone who really gets me.

I’m not desperate. I’m not rushing.
But I do catch myself daydreaming about having someone — someone to share inside jokes with, to send “thinking of you” texts to, to just be real with.

I go through my days, do my work, reply to messages with the usual “haha” and “I’m good,” but deep down, there’s this quiet hope.
That maybe one day, someone will look at me and think,
“Yeah, she’s my person.”

I see people posting their cute couple selfies or talking about “my person” — and I’m genuinely happy for them.
But sometimes it also makes me wonder:
Where’s my person?
Am I hard to love?
Or have I just not been in the right place at the right time?

Anyway… if you’ve read this far, thank you.
This isn’t a cry for attention.
Just a small wish — that maybe someone out there is feeling the same way.
And maybe, we’re both just waiting for the right moment to find each other.

01/29/2026

Did you see it?

01/29/2026

What should I wiggle next?