Soil and Roots

06/23/2026

Brian Fisher continues the Soil & Roots series on our hidden ideas of God by exploring a painful but common assumption: that God likes some people more than others. Even if we believe God loves everyone, our hearts may still imagine a “front row” of special favorites—the mature, gifted, successful, disciplined, or spiritually impressive—and quietly assume we’re somewhere farther back.

The problem is that this idea shapes how we relate to God, ourselves, and others. It can show up as spiritual elitism, resentment, conditional relationships, or the belief that success equals God’s approval. Brian invites us to notice these Heartview indicators, bring our real ideas of God into the light, and let Him love us there—without condition, without performance, and without needing to earn a better seat.

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The Idea that God Likes Some People More Than Others

06/18/2026

There is a deeper place within us where communion with God can continue, even as life carries on around us.

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06/17/2026

Is it okay to doubt God’s goodness?

In this Greenhouse episode, Brian and Doc continue the conversation from Episode 142 by exploring what happens when our hearts wrestle with God’s goodness. Doc shares honestly about the tension between experiencing God’s kindness in his own life and grieving the suffering, injustice, and pain he sees in the world.

This is not a quick apologetics episode or a neat answer to the problem of suffering. It is a conversation about lament, doubt, secure attachment, authenticity, and the kind of community where people can bring their rawest questions without being rushed or shamed. Brian and Doc ask why modern church culture often struggles with lament, and why the question “Is God good?” may sometimes be less about theology and more about a deep cry for withness.

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05/29/2026

Some people think deep faith means never struggling. But many people in Scripture became deep precisely through it.

God is not intimidated by honest questions. Deep faith is often formed in the trials, not apart from it.

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05/28/2026

Christianity was never meant to be information transfer alone. Real formation happens in deep, vulnerable, lived relationships.

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05/27/2026

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This summer, I’m meeting with a handful of wise advisors to review all we’ve experienced over the past five years and plan for the next season of deep discipleship.

One of the things we’ve realized is that we know many of you through words on a screen, podcast downloads, and email addresses. Still, we don’t really know where you are, what your spiritual experience has been like, or what kinds of deeper formation environments you may be longing for.

Your feedback would genuinely help us discern what the future of this ministry could look like.

If you’d be willing to take 2-3 minutes to complete this anonymous short survey, it would mean a great deal to us. Thanks in advance!

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05/27/2026

Some of us know how to serve, achieve, and produce—but not how to simply be still before God.

The world measures usefulness. God looks deeper than that.

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05/26/2026

Brian Fisher explores one of the deepest and most uncomfortable questions in spiritual formation: What if, somewhere beneath our theology, we’re not actually convinced God is good?

Drawing from Scripture, personal experience, psychology, and the Soil & Roots framework of deep discipleship, this episode examines the hidden “ideas” that quietly govern our inner lives. While many Christians intellectually affirm God’s love and goodness, our anxiety, control, resentment, and guardedness often reveal a very different lived reality beneath the surface.

Brian contrasts beliefs with deeper heart-level ideas formed through relationships, suffering, wounds, and experience. He explores why modern Christianity often produces informed people without necessarily producing transformed people, and why true discipleship must involve the healing of the unconscious self—not just the transfer of information.

Along the way, he reflects on suffering, authenticity, vulnerability, the limits of scholastic Christianity, and the relational safety Jesus invites us into. From the story of a former missionary who lost faith after witnessing profound suffering, to reflections on anxiety, control, and our difficulty receiving love, this episode offers a compassionate and deeply honest look at the hidden places of the human heart.

Ultimately, “Too Good to Be True” is an invitation into radical honesty before God. Not performance. Not pretending. But the kind of authenticity where healing and deep transformation can finally begin.

If you’ve ever struggled to trust God in the middle of pain, disappointment, fear, or unanswered questions, this episode is for you.

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05/20/2026

Brian Fisher continues his series on our unconscious “ideas of God” by exploring how living in deeply partial cultures may shape the way we relate to Him. From first-class airline seating to celebrity pastors and donor culture, he argues that modern life constantly reinforces the message that some people are simply more valuable, more connected, and more worthy of access than others. Over time, those experiences can quietly lead us to assume God operates the same way.

The article challenges the transactional spirituality many Christians unknowingly adopt — treating prayer, discipline, and church involvement as ways to earn greater intimacy with God. Brian suggests that if we believe God is partial, vulnerability becomes frightening because we fear rejection and disapproval. But he closes with a hopeful invitation: what if God does not relate to us the way our systems do? What if His love and presence are just as available to ordinary, wounded, unnoticed people as to the spiritually impressive?

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How Partial Cultures Shape Our Ideas of God

05/19/2026

Brian Fisher explores the difference between what we consciously believe about God and the deeper assumptions we actually live from. In this piece, he argues that many Christians say God is good while quietly operating from fear, control, anxiety, resentment, or emotional distance. Those reactions may reveal that our hearts aren’t fully convinced God is truly for us, even if our theology says otherwise.

The article also challenges modern Christianity’s tendency to focus more on correct beliefs than deep inner transformation. Brian suggests that spiritual formation happens not just through information, but through healing the hidden “operating system” of the heart. The essay ends on a deeply personal note, as he reflects on his own struggles with disappointment and mistrust, while discovering that God continues to invite honest, vulnerable conversation instead of condemnation.

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Spiritual Formation and the Questions We’re Afraid to Ask About God’s Goodness