04/22/2025
So my latest update.
I will be returning to get a second MRI with contrast asap. I am having too many neurological symptoms.They are trying to figure out what 5mm thing is, there are so many possibilities. I will be seeing opthalmology to check for papilledema. Which could be from pressure in my brain, could be from my autoimmune meds. I am gonna talk to my primary about my birth with my youngest son. After breaking my water, my birth went fast. They were trying to do an epidural when I screamed at them he was coming. They only had time to lay me down before he came. I had a headache for 3 months after having him. Possibility for the lower cerebeller tonsils, the partially empty sella? I don't know if it's possible. I am in an area of unknown.
Now my shoulder I will be seeing a pt specialist for just my shoulder. I refuse to have surgery again. My previous surgery is what messed up my head I swear. It was pure h3ll. The pain, the slow healing, the complications. I will not get a surgery unless it is life saving and absolutely nessessary.
Cardiologist appointment made. I just can't take the beta blockers. If I'm not having a racing heart (that comes and goes) then I feel like I am gonna faint. I am so weak taking it.
My first aquatic therapy session was amazing. It was so much easier exercising that way. I refuse to stop exercising. I need it to control my fibro and lose the steriod weight. I gained 19 pounds. Gonna hit my goal this year sometime. I am determined.
I just want my previous normal back. I should of listened when I was first diagnosed with all of these illnesses that it gets so much worse, but at the time I felt so bad that I couldn't imagine it. I hope this year to see my family out of state. I need to get better and save to see my family. I think it will help.
Everyone have a goodnight! Off to bed, have aquatic therapy tomorrow. Excited to see what we do ❤️