08/11/2026
It's been an interesting year filled with every emotion & feeling, research, dietary and lifestyle changes, and travel. I've been learning about all of the different healing modalities, I've had hard conversations, I have had to set different and new boundaries, I'm processing and walking through grief and trauma that I've repressed starting from childhood. I've been diving deeper into the spirit realm learning about and breaking off generational sin, bloodline curses and closing access points. I've been making connections to people and discovering the many different ways God and my body communicates with me. It's been daunting but the process has enabled me to become a better person...to myself and others.
I started journaling in February so I can keep track of all the things....the mental struggles (this has been the greatest battle), the blessings (oh, so many!), the confirmations that I continuously request and the Lord so graciously grants in often unique or interesting ways, and anything else I feel prompted to write whenever I'm lead to do so.
Throughout this process I've started learning about the endocannabinoid system and it's role within our body. On August 29, 2025 I called around to some of our local medical cannabis dispensaries searching for any possible help and information I could receive because this was all very new to me. And, in fact, I had learned about it soon after diagnosis (June 20, 2025) but was very hesitant to implement cannabis and was dragging my feet on doing so. The day I started calling around was on a Friday and it's because several times that week I had medical cannabis and it's healing potential "land in my lap" through very different resources....I'm discovering this is one way God communicates with me. He knows me so well and knows that I need constant nudges before I realize, "Oh, hey, okay, maybe there's something to this and I'm finally listening." This has been with many things regarding cancer....essiac tea, fasting, energy healing just to name a few others. When I called Country Boy - Biloxi, it was a call that literally changed my life. The most helpful and compassionate person (Tara) answered and listened to my story with where I was at in the moment, my newfound info and admitted ignorance regarding cannabis, and graciously allowed me to kickstart implementing cannabis into my protocol. It was important for me to do everything the "right way" as I do value the law and want to be upholding with clear conscious and integrity. She even guided me with those steps to take! They partnered with me a year ago and have never left my side. It was truly an honor to have this interview and I hope that it will shed some light on the options out there for medical cannabis as well as the impacts that the caps (% of thc content and monthly allotment, these caps are detrimental to someone diagnosed with certain cancers such as tnbc) have...you DO NOT have to get high to utilize the benefits of the cannabis plant. Thank you, Country Boy, for your investment into my life, the life of others, allowing me to share a piece of my story, and helping pave the way for plant medicine ❤️
I also want to acknowledge that all who are a part of the medical cannabis industry truly have a passion for the people, based on my experience. Everyone I've encountered from cultivators to budtenders to dispensaries all want to see people healed...that's the goal. Not monetary gain. They are not supporting those who continue to bandaid a symptom instead getting to the root cause and a potential cure. There are some pretty awesome people I've been connected to and I am looking forward to enriching those relationships and fostering change for healthcare. Holistic and natural living has been a continuous process for me since 2012 from an autoimmune diagnosis. I've been living without meds and against the odds ever since... and continuing along the journey ❤️
May this interview point you to God, be somewhat informative, enlightening, and empower you to step out of fear and into faith 💚 Please share this with anyone who may find value in it. Thank you ❤️