06/05/2026
Today I am feeling sick. Not the normal kind of sick tho. The kind of sick that has no cure. I am homesick. Homesick for a place that I have never been before and I am not sure actually exists. I long for a place where I feel I belong. Where all of me is accepted, loved and wanted. Not just the funny, soft, strong, light side of me but also the darkness. A temper that makes even the devil retreat. A tongue that should be considered a concealed weapon and requires special training to handle. Everyone loves the lighter side of me but no one has been able to harness the darkness that always shows up. At times seemingly unprovoked, unwanted for sure. Yea, I'm not sure there is such a place I can lay it all down and finally rest.
