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Blessed moment of peace this morning before the work is ON.For those wondering what’s going on with the publishing sched...
07/12/2025

Blessed moment of peace this morning before the work is ON.

For those wondering what’s going on with the publishing schedule, I drafted and did not actually schedule on my hosting platform. Admittedly, I’m not firing on all cylinders right now and I can’t. I’m okay with that. I’m attributing it to a normal phase of a mom’s evolution, to a Muslim American’s revolution, and the good news is, it’s dynamic. So I’m grieving, celebrating, witnessing, crying, thrashing, unlearning, sleeping, writing, and thriving.

For those who could care less about this podcast and just want to know where my cup is from .

I noted that the pines in Swat were typically Christmas tree shaped at the tops, but the middle and lower branches were...
06/28/2025

I noted that the pines in Swat were typically Christmas tree shaped at the tops, but the middle and lower branches were chopped short. I wish I’d paid more attention in college botany, but didn’t and had to ask why.

This is done to help the tree grow, and these pines are centuries old. Also, locals use the wood of the lower branches and don’t fell whole trees because well, indigenous communities know not to deforest their land. Use what you need, and leave the rest for the next generation. Novel idea, right?

But THIS tree outside our hotel was really intriguing. The vine covered 2/3 of the tree, using it to gain height and flower. Meanwhile, the tree has lost nothing of its glory, age, or the wealth of its upper branches. It was a beautiful symbiosis I wish the richest dudes on earth could see. I wish it was one I will always remember if I hesitate to redistribute the wealth that I have.

Prayers for the flood victims of Swat yesterday. Even the wisdom preserving the forests here can’t combat global warming. When billionaire pollute the air with 100 jets for their wedding spectacles and apartheid states elevate global temps with their actual WMDs (paid for by us!), the earth fights back. We must steward the planet, and each other, better.

Who’s ready for deets on how to raise funds for a maternal ultrasound at the CDRS clinic?

The US has fully invested in WWIII started by its closest ally, but Clinic Day 5:1. Fridays are half days because of men...
06/22/2025

The US has fully invested in WWIII started by its closest ally, but Clinic Day 5:

1. Fridays are half days because of men going to Jumaa prayer, so women don’t flock to clinic because men are often their transport. So we’re vey light today at 269 patients. And 💔 that it’s our last day here.
2. A case of a child vomiting a live worm gave me brief pause, but not to vomit myself. I’d just never heard of worms coming out of that end before. 🪱
3. I suspect there’s a genetic bone condition here given some very thick foreheads, jaws and hands among the women I’ve seen, but all I can treat is symptoms, and with that comes diabetes. A lot of it. It’s hard not to investigate the root cause, but I’m used to a lot of time, money, waste and patient runaround at home that these women can’t afford. 🦴
4. Kids with kohl in their eyes and talismans around their necks (totally un Islamic btw, but a cultural vestige of pagan practices) are going to haunt my dreams for a while. The best talisman is duaa: May Allah protect them from every evil, known or known, and forgive our shortcomings in creating a safer world for them. 🤲🏽
5. Our tiny team was supported by the local docs and techs, and a lot by our own children. Make duaa for their success in deen and dunya because each was new to travel here, and each suffered physically but quietly bore it with meds and duaa. If they weren’t helping with intake or pharmacy, they conducted important field research and I can’t wait to read the data assessment. Me and data, right? 📈
6. This beautiful countryside has so much potential, but a ways to go to uplift it alone. Without foreign economic colonization or domestic corruption and greed, it’s going to take probably another couple of generations to get there, but I can dream of that, too.

My fundraiser for the incredible hosts of IMANA at CDRS is just a couple of hundred short of goal. I want to leave Pakistan this week knowing it was met. Help me out and share the Khair!🏹 Donate: https://ig.me/22T15mAWF3fmahN

And THEN I’ll fundraise next week inshaAllah for the maternal ultrasound the clinic direly needs, but had to BORROW from another doctor this week!

While formula has run out in Gaza, Clinic Day 4:We are here with a “camp” that arrives 3-4 times a year with IMANA. The ...
06/21/2025

While formula has run out in Gaza, Clinic Day 4:

We are here with a “camp” that arrives 3-4 times a year with IMANA. The real heroes are the local doctors who serve the community daily. It’s not easy living up here where roads are small, resources scarce, temperatures extreme in summer and winter, and municipal services lacking. But they stay because “these are our people.” Their dedication has the teens on our team scratching their heads.

“They’re so smart!”
“They could earn so much money somewhere else.”
“Why would they stay here?”

The western capitalist imperial vise is loosening on their young minds, and it’s an honor to witness. That money and status are not the be all end of all of our lives is seeping into their understanding. May it be a guiding force to lead them in their deen and dunya.

We were slackers today with only 452 patients, and it gave us time to visit Malam Jabba, a hilltop escape with the longest ski slope in Pakistan. Ngl the ski lift scared me, and I chickened out of zip lining down. I have patients and kids to go back to! But the view of fairytale forests below and a fiery sunset from the top was spectacular.

As the world burns, Clinic Day 3:In serving 503 patients today with 5 doctors, I lost all sense of time and direction. I...
06/21/2025

As the world burns, Clinic Day 3:

In serving 503 patients today with 5 doctors, I lost all sense of time and direction. I don’t think I’ve ever seen this many patients in a day.

It was simply, go, go, go until the one watery brown-eyed boy, not much older than my youngest, with fatigue and huge lymph nodes. Time stopped, knowing what his resource stretched thin mother would have to face with him in the coming months. But I’m one person, and the devoted local docs here will follow up to resolution, which I pray is not cancer. I could only make the referrals, emphasize the importance of following up, and put a bandaid on his symptoms. The lowest point of my day.

Musings otherwise:

1. It’s HOT. 98-100 degrees. To wear a burqa on top of the cultural 3-piece shalwar suit carrying children and baggage is a hero’s feat. Only a woman could pull it off.
2. The men go upstairs to be seen all alone and the women bring all the kids downstairs and have their appointments en masse. So I’m seeing 3-6 patients at a time, every time.
3. Moms are primarily breastfeeding here where formula is luxury, often extended breastfeeding past a year, and concerned that it’s not enough. Just like moms in the States, they need to hear, “You. Are. Enough.”
4. For those who can’t, formula is scarce so they water down cereal and feed that, wondering why their babies are malnourished. Formula prices are sinful all over the world.
5. Women literally carry households. I hope I remember never to take it for granted.

Due to wonky Internet, idk what stage of WWIII we’re in, but Day 2 of clinic:1. There is no getting over small brick hom...
06/18/2025

Due to wonky Internet, idk what stage of WWIII we’re in, but Day 2 of clinic:

1. There is no getting over small brick homes or 3-sided huts with a tin roof nestled on 3 sides by onion patches, rice paddies, and orchards, and on the 4th side by graves. Life and death exist seamlessly together here. Fear. Less.
2. Hope is a lifestyle as endless construction abounds, and it’s not uncommon to see a gleaming, lacquered baby blue door (among other colors, but this one is my favorite) on a half finished build with exposed rebar and no roof. There’s always a way in if you really want to do it.
3. Not a small percent of women here continue to wear the burqa, despite the Taliban leaving years ago. Burqa is part of their ancient culture. I know it’s a hard pill for feminists to swallow, but EVERY woman gets to exercise bodily autonomy however she wants. Let’s get over it and choose saving women’s lives globally over obsessing about their faces and hair.
4. Women’s colleges and girls’ schools dot the long road and I think it would make Malala’s dad smile now. I don’t have to be her fan to appreciate her parents.
5. Ironically,, health literacy is so critical, but we have little time to educate a public that expects medication, as if it’s panacea. For a drug avoider like myself, it’s a hard pill to swallow.
6. Cool pediatric cases of murmurs, epilepsy, and chest deformities are getting worked up and referred to tertiary care centers because of CDRS’s connections, so truly no one gets left behind.
7. Big Guy misses home and his siblings, but he’s being a good sport about seeing what we can while we’re here.
8. 474 human beings served today, and I feel like I’m #475.

Where I am has pledged to stand by Iran. That should make for a fun trip home. Meanwhile, Day 1 of official clinic looke...
06/17/2025

Where I am has pledged to stand by Iran. That should make for a fun trip home. Meanwhile, Day 1 of official clinic looked like:

1. A winding 2-lane road through mishmashed businesses, half-built buildings, peach groves, rice fields, and thousands of humans along the Swat river, to reach work. These are people and toddlers who do not fear anything, much less speeding vehicles. Keep your eyes up or lose your breakfast.
2. An accident with injuries, as expected, with everyone on the road jumping out to help, which really helped traffic, but somehow did not deter an ambulance. We didn’t even get a look through the 7-deep crowd of men shouting to be of assistance. One of our team teens noted, “People would keep driving in America.” Indeed. Concern for others delayed us a good 40 minutes.
3. Clinic is a modest 2-story building with a waiting room outside under a tent in the hot sun. On site lab and pharmacy make an efficient work day, and limited radiology is available. Unfortunately, they’re in need of a digital printer and raising funds for it .
4. My interpreter is a young resident volunteering his time to translate and help me stumble through my first few cases of possible typhoid. I’ve never seen it, nor treated it before.
5. 100% of my patients are Pashto speaking and 95% are women with common ailments that I can treat. All medications on site are donated by so patients leave with their treatment and come back for refills in 2 weeks. It’s continuity, efficient, humane, practical care that happens outside America.
6. A dedicated OB delivers 1-2 babies monthly here. Otherwise, the local population prefers home delivery with a midwife. Women come to her for gender reveals, which she thankfully boots out the door.
7. Big Guy learns to triage and puts his vital signs taking skills to use. He cannot believe how busy it is, and why kids won’t stand still on a scale. Or anywhere.
8. Not sure if I want to, or CAN return home, but remember to click on the fundraiser above and assist our awesome NGO. Find out more about what CDRS and IMANA do in the field by following them. 256 patients served today, and it was “slow.”

While the world goes to 💩…We left Islamabad (after 20 eventful hours of travel) for a small suburb to visit our host NGO...
06/16/2025

While the world goes to 💩…

We left Islamabad (after 20 eventful hours of travel) for a small suburb to visit our host NGO’s humble office. Here’s a novel concept: it’s cheaper to work from there! So every rupee is stretched to serve the thousands of projects they run all over Pakistan. Bare bones overhead for maximum benefit. 💰💰

has been an NGO in Pakistan since the 2005 earthquake, and partners with medical missions here in rural areas. Besides coordinating medical teams like ours, they have a pulse on all God’s creatures. ⚕️🩺

Over 55K animals rescued through their Benji Project and this 80’s kid loves the name! There aren’t a million stray cats with countable ribs and missing patches of fur here like in other countries I’ve been, where people “just adore animals” and forget to prove it. 🐱🐶

They’re opening their fourth orphanage, or House of Blessings, in the country which, another novel idea, supports single moms and their kids with ALL needs, including job training for mom and education for the kids. To run one such orphanage takes $2800/month. To start one take $10K. That’s insanely frugal. It’s absolutely practical and humane to empower single women to raise their families themselves in dignity, not desperation. No wonder anyone other than America was able to do it. 🧑‍🧑‍🧒

Six hundred wage workers and unhoused get a hot meal daily from CDRS. Over a million people have clean water due to their water projects, another million have been served during recent disasters, and well over a million have their basic healthcare needs met who otherwise would not have seen a doctor. CDRS has a national medal for its ongoing service, and it’s well deserved.
🥣💧⛺️🏥

To help the helpers, follow CDRS and click on their links to create your own sadaqa jariya through a gift of housing, water or food. 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

Just because so called leaders can’t get their adult acts together, doesn’t mean we have to follow suit. Go nuclear with hope and with giving.

How to not be a dumb American Pakistani trying to go to the motherland:1. DO NOT assume an electronic visa will be “easy...
06/15/2025

How to not be a dumb American Pakistani trying to go to the motherland:

1. DO NOT assume an electronic visa will be “easy peasy” because you’re American. 😟
2. DO apply EARLY so you can learn that blanks for last name and first name actually mean: last name and any other names on your passport, to include aliases and middle names. 📋
2. Borders and visas are sociopolitical constructs. Pretend they’re like the Tooth Fairy who wants ALL your teeth. 🧚‍♂️
3. DO NOT spend the day at the consulate expecting for help because you will get sighs, head bobbing, and half answers that lead you on a wild goose chase. 🪿
4. DO spend the lunch hour at after the consulate secretary says she called you when she didn’t and then sighed that it’s lunch and pulled down the shade. 🍽️
5. Find out that your Big Guy is still your lil baby in a man’s body. He still wants to feed and pet animals, and still wants to go to the Home Alone toy store inspo . ❤️❤️
6. Sightsee in NYC using rides and the subway to quell any desire for Big Guy to move there. “This city is really dirty.” ✅
7. Have your visa troubles upstaged by your least favorite Zio kicking off WWIII and Air India’s tragic crash. Rebook your flights and lose a day’s travel. Maybe you don’t want to be in the air today anyway. 🤷🏽‍♀️
8. Alhamdulillah for small blessings and soft places to rest our heads when so many are stranded under unimaginable manmade scarcity and peril. 🛌

This should have been covered during our travel series in January!

A grateful, hopeful Father’s Day message.
06/15/2025

A grateful, hopeful Father’s Day message.

I’ve been begging Allah for a chance to serve in Gaza for almost 2 years. It wasn’t written for me (YET), but on a whim,...
06/10/2025

I’ve been begging Allah for a chance to serve in Gaza for almost 2 years. It wasn’t written for me (YET), but on a whim, I tried what I knew, and tapped into old resources. They said yes. Allahu akbar.

Who better to share a granted duaa with? This rising senior is accompanying me on a medical mission to Pakistan. He can’t do much in a maternal child clinic, but he can bear witness that those of us who can’t really do anything, can DO SOMETHING.

When humans are struggling to free their motherlands and their mothers and fathers on opposite sides of the earth, we get to visit and serve ours. When humanitarian aid gets you arrested in some parts of the world and is outlawed in ours, we get to provide it to a deserving community.

My senior and I are grateful, no less to the ground team waiting to support us. Help us help them by meeting our goal to give FREE dignified medical care to the mothers and kids of our motherland. Give what you can, just a coffee’s worth, because I know there’s far more pressing needs than this rn. https://ig.me/2OVn37BCh8Pc9ds

And as always,

We kick off our Series: My Favorite Sahabiya based on audience feedback from our survey last summer. Watch out for doubl...
05/22/2025

We kick off our Series: My Favorite Sahabiya based on audience feedback from our survey last summer. Watch out for double headers as I continue to catch up on production.

Dive right on in with an easy listen on Khadija bint Khuwaylid with some important life lessons on being a supportive spouse, as well as an exemplar of faith to our children and communities. May Allah SWT be pleased with her, forgive us our shortcomings, and make it easy for us to walk in her footsteps. Ameen.

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