11/21/2025
📻 I’m breaking the radio silence…
2025 has taken absolutely everything out of me. The kind of “tired” I’m feeling is soul-deep. Rescue has a way of knocking you down while you’re already on your knees, and these last few months have felt exactly like that. I’ve been crawling, just barely clinging on by my fingertips. I bit off far more than I can chew, and it nearly swallowed me whole.
The losses we’ve faced this year, within the rescue, my personal fosters, and my own family have been nothing short of devastating. I’ve questioned whether I can keep going more times than I’d ever admit out loud. But then I hear Shaun’s steady voice: “This is your dream. You are doing great work. This is what we do. We’re going to get through this.” And I see that little girl who once dreamt of being right here in these shoes, surrounded by rescues. That’s what has kept me showing up.
I’ve gone quiet these last few months as I've grieved those we lost and poured myself into those still fighting. Every waking moment has been cleaning, medicating, and intensively caring for the seven foster cats in our home. We’re finally closing in on the end of treatment. The Racetrack Twins, my tiny bottle babies from the end of the first wave of kittens this year, are heading to their temp foster tomorrow while they wait for their spot at the Cat Cafe. Figgy, Nubby, and Raisin are officially moving out of quarantine and are now adoptable 🥳! And while Ody still has a few hurdles, we’re getting there. Little by little, we’re trying to land back on our feet and find a new sense of normal. Baby steps...
Thank you, for carrying me through a season I wasn't sure I'd survive. I'm walking back into this fight with a bruised heart, but I'm not giving up. Not on myself, and certainly not on them 🤍🐾.