12/20/2021
An introduction to my ugly:
This was my last year of letting myself go (in the physical sense)
I took a lot of time this year perfecting my crafts, polishing my will, & training my mind; making myself intangible.
It’s made me lose weight, not cut my hair, poor skin care, isolate, & forget about my representation I have to carry for my gorgeous friends.
I really wish I can say I’ve felt hot, but I know I wasn’t playing with no fire. I can for sure say I’ve felt more beautiful than ever though, despite this being my worst appearance.
Biggest lesson of 2021: Beauty, however defined, is not necessarily attractive. & ugliness is not always repulsive.
We only enjoy beauty if we have an active concept of ugliness. a measure of ugliness is essential to keep our beauty alive.
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