Mrs.InfantryRifle

04/12/2026

The two of you are so missed. We love you and hope you have your forever peace and are loving each other for eternity.

Keep Grandpa busy and make sure he plays with you. Snuggle him and keep him company while he fishes and watches over the babies.

We love you forever.

04/06/2026

Happy Birthday to my Forever Best Friend 💜🩷. You have the attitude of your mama and the strength of a warrior. Daddy has both of us to argue with and try to keep happy and he’s certainly got his hands full. But we wouldn’t trade you for anything, except maybe a good night’s sleep or the ability to sleep in for once 😂.

03/19/2026

It’s day at advanced behavioral health. Living with sucks. But when you have a Team of Doctors and Specialists that actually care about you, you don’t have to fight alone.

My life is a whirlwind of pain and suffering mixed with anxiety and depression. I feel guilty when I have happy moments and my body decides when it’s time to take a break and for how long- minutes, hours, days.

Some days are better than others, and it’s Ok to Not be Ok. And remember the past is the past, the future isn’t here yet, live in the here and now and do whatever you need to do to make your current you the best you that you can be. It’s okay to love and forgive yourself when you don’t think it’s an option.

03/18/2026

I miss you so god damn much my heart breaks every time I remember that you’re not here anymore. Atli asked me today “is grandpa a ghost” and it took EVERYTHING in me not to cry, but to point at that little boys heart and tell him Grandpa lives in here, while at the same time Justin told him you live in his memories.

It’s only been 2 months dad, but it’s so damn hard here without you. We all feel it. We’ve all missed you a little more than usual this week. And we hope you know on this side of Heaven, we haven’t forgotten you, we love you for everything you did for us and the man that you were.

I miss seeing how happy you and the babies were playing together. I miss the world of you. Nothing could ever replace you. Never.

I love you Dad.

03/13/2026

Pain management made a deal I couldn’t refuse. Stop consuming sugar and I would be allowed to get tattooed again.

Sugar for a chronically ill patient is the number 1 enemy, and a huge reason for why we have so much .

I still haven’t completed my from it, but I took that deal to get this memorial tattoo for my dad who passed away on January 14, 2026. He took a part of me with him when he left, and now I will carry a part of him until the day I see him again.

03/13/2026

Another day down. Therapy and psychiatry think it’s helping. I can tell in my bones when I’m coming down and I need another treatment.

I lost a cousin to su***de a few years ago. He left behind his daughter. And sometimes, it’s the only way to silence the demons for good. The fight may be won, one day; but the battles of trauma are long. are exhausting.

My blood pressure may show you decent numbers; but I take so much medication to keep me down it would make your stomach churn and your mind 🤯 if you didn’t know me.

After 3 days of doctors appointments, it’s going to take just as long, if not longer for me to recover because my body just cannot handle doing so many tasks.

03/07/2026

Here we go again. Another . Because and suck.

Righty arm did not like the blood pressure cuff today and burned like I put it into an open flame. Thank god I only had to go through that 3 times 🙄.

Lefty arm is Still mad from my bloodwork done last week, and I have the bruise to prove it. Ugh.

Is it bedtime yet?

02/25/2026

You know what day it is…

Wait for the drop. 🎤

02/04/2026