02/17/2025
My side profile has always been a constant struggle for me to keep in shape. I'm trying to w**d out a few things out of it. I want to nourish my skin till it feels as young as I have always felt. The past few years were very hard for me as I think it has been tempered by the demons inside. I don't want anybody to judge the way my nose is slightly deformed. I want to cope with the way I feel. I have always had hope that I would go through an evolutionary stage in my life where nature would give it a good enough lift so I would not have to deal with harsh criticism about my background/roots and ethnicity. I don't want to come to a deep description about who I really am inside. Why don't people believe me I am a full pledged Hispanic? I don't want to be telling everybody off when they say they doubt it. What is going to become of my life once people start to stick around when they know they can't and are not supposed to. I have pushed myself to believe that if I work hard enough. I would dig myself out of American poverty. I hope everybody I like takes a good look at this picture and can agree this is a pretty decent person that deserves respect on his boundaries. I don't want to deal with people who think education isn't an essential thing anymore. I educate myself on the daily basis and hope to graduate from a prestigious university one day. I know it seems greedy or overly ambitious , but at the end , that is who I am. What God given talent is making me morph and mutilate my inner being? I want to tell everybody that if they can't keep up with me , please stay away. Thank you.