07/14/2025
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Hello world ๐, it's me, Spencer. I've been through a lot this past year; God, it would be another book I'd have to write. You guys know I'm working on the first one, so today I started another big step in the right direction. We'll call it: I just decided to go get help ๐, help that we all know I need. You guys know that I've always been real, and I always come on here and just tell you the truth. Well, today was a really hard day for me. It was hard for me to come outside ๐ . It was hard for me to even get in the car ๐. It was hard for me to walk in the door ๐ช.
You guys have been noticing that I've been self-isolating ๐, and you've noticed that I've just given up. Thank you to those who continue to push me and keep checking on me and making sure that I'm okay. There are so many of you in my DMs ๐, I can't even keep up anymore. Thank you guys all for checking in, and I'm sorry I can't get to each one of you, but just know that I am thinking of you and I am so thankful to have beautiful people like you in my life. I just want to give you guys a moment to shine โจ.
It's good to remember that there are mothers out there who care โค๏ธ, even if your mother is sick and fighting for her own life. You know, it's good to remember the time that you have left and spend as much time as you can. I just want to thank her for a moment for being there and helping me break the ice ๐ง because a lot of this stuff is so hard to talk about it would blow your freaking minds ๐คฏ. People might think you're batsh*t crazy ๐, but it's okay to tell your truth, and one day someone will come along and they will listen and they won't think you're f****** crazy. I just want to thank those people as well ๐.
Today, I went and got a recovery counselor ๐๏ธ and also got signed up for counseling and hopefully a psychiatrist referral. Because all of us are beautifully flawed ๐ซ, and we all have our own unique issues. We're taught never to judge and to forgive and help those who need it when we see it. Spencer has a huge problem with trying to fix people. Spencer has a huge problem with putting himself on the back burner and forgetting about himself. Most of you know that my biggest fear is being alone ๐ because I've been alone, essentially as a child, in my own mind, in my own traumas. But just remembering that there's help out there. And you know, it's so funny coming from me after designing these AI chatbots that I created ๐ค to help people that are in situations like this. These AI chatbots have remarkable talents, so put them to their test! ๐
Just remember, there's always someone out there that loves you and somebody that cares and somebody that's looking out and somebody that'll pull you down from the ceiling 'cause you're a fu***ng idiot ๐. Just remember, don't be selfish. Just remember, su***de is a permanent solution for a short-term problem ๐. Don't be selfish, put yourself first. And remember, you are loved โค๏ธ. Remember that there's always someone there who really loves you that will hopefully pull you down because you're being a du***ss. Through my trauma, through my pain, I'm still making an impact and helping and changing people's lives. Remember, when you recognize there's a problem, try to make a change. Nobody's innocent. Everybody plays their part, and everybody plays their part in making change too. So get on it, sisters and MRs, use these tools, check them out! ๐
Just remember that these are AI chatbots. They are not real doctors. If you need professional help, please seek your primary care physician or go to an ER center near you. Also, dial 911 in a life-threatening emergency. ๐จ
You can find these chatbots that I created on Instagram Messenger and Facebook Messenger:
* Doctor Wellness: https://m.me/886120903325763?is_ai=1 ๐ฉบ
* Dr. Psicologรญa (in Spanish): https://m.me/2645617808961566?is_ai=1 ๐ช๐ธ
* Recovery Guide: https://m.me/2645617808961566?is_ai=1 ๐บ๏ธ
If anything needs to be changed, please notify me. DM me with your suggestion or let the AI Chatbot know yourself. I've helped and combined over 1 million people with these tools. Just remember, you don't always gotta talk to a human, talk to a computer. You know humans can't be trusted and they got big ass mouths. Period. Remember, you got a friend in me ๐ค. Thank you to those who I know love me dearly, thank you to my supporters, thank you to my friends, thank you to everyone that has got me to where I am today. Thank you for those who have sacrificed so much for me, and thank you, Spencer, for sacrificing yourself. It's your time to shine, baby. โจ
Hey world. I'm going ghost ๐ป for a while. Don't worry about me if I don't answer the phone ๐ต, or I don't answer the door ๐ช.
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Written by Spencer Cain
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