A Friend, indeed.

06/09/2026

I really did want this to be something but after all that transpired after I had my psychosis I don’t think it ever will materialize. I do have a heart for others but I didn’t take care of my own mind and it cost me greatly. I don’t deserve the friends I have had over the years and the support I continued to receive from them and my family. I think this pic might have been the last real time I smiled but I was still under the delusion that the money to fund the podcast was real (because of my state of mind I bought into a crypto scam that took every bit of what I had). Had I been in a clear frame of mind I never would have done that. I don’t know what the future holds for me because I have a huge amount of debt that will take seemingly forever for me to pay off not to mention the health complications I have now. I would consider a GoFundMe to get my head above water but everyone has their own to take care of and I did this to myself. Be careful with what you allow in your body and mind. It could cost you more than you could ever imagine….

04/29/2026

Unfortunately in the process of trying to do this I was scammed out of everything I had. I’m not sure about what I can do with it going forward but I wish you all the best. There was a different man this past year but I’m trying to repair what’s left of me

04/23/2026

Spending a time trying to talk to everyone I met I learned not everyone wants to… one step at a time

04/22/2026

You can’t climb out of the hole before you put down the shovel

04/22/2026

Couldn’t have said it better

Take care of yourself 💙

04/22/2026

Time doesn’t refund bad decisions.

Every day you stay where you don’t belong, the cost stacks quietly.

More energy drained, more opportunities missed, more distance from where you should be.

You feel it, but you ignore it because leaving feels uncomfortable.

So you stay and pay for it anyway.

That’s the trap.

Not being wrong, but refusing to correct it.

At some point, you either accept the loss and move, or keep losing more pretending it’ll fix itself.

04/22/2026

Don’t be afraid to reach out

04/22/2026

🧡

04/22/2026

Note to self.

04/02/2026

I regret to inform everyone my career as an autism advocate was actually predetermined at birth. 😅

I was literally born on World Autism Awareness Day.
And like, statistically, that’s wild.

But on top of that, I was diagnosed with autism in 2007,
which just so happens to be the year Autism Awareness Day got officially recognized.

For those of us who live this life year-round, April can feel… annoying.

The world pauses to have conversations about autism…conversations WE don’t get to walk away from when the month ends.

And by May 1st, most people have conveniently forgotten what was said.

Simultaneously, there’s endless infighting about what April really is - autism “awareness” or “acceptance.”

And I’m not willing to argue about it, so I’ll leave you with this:

Awareness increases with time,
understanding increases with effort,
and acceptance requires both.

Anyway, Happy Autism Month to all who celebrate! 🩵