08/24/2026
Please bare with me friends, I am really trying my best this week to keep up with everything, but I am quite sick for the first time in like, 10 years.
So please, don't at all think I'm ignoring your comments at all, I just truly am having even a hard time doing basic things this week. I am answering comments I have been able to get to & making posts from under 2 quilts while wearing full indoor winter gear lol. I have come down with a pretty bad case of tonsilitis/strep throat (like, my tonsil is completely white looking 😅). It is of course making it really hard to sleep or eat between the nasty fever that wont seem to quit (tonight I was only 101.8... so that isn't too shabby - and I'd truly take that over the horrendous chills that follow, as the added tension of shivering all the time is also making me so very extra sore).
Thankfully this week my mother has been off of work, so she's been able to pick up the slack around here - huge shoutout to her as I truly think I'd be crying every day trying to get this daily work done all alone in my current state. ❤
I haven't had tonsilitis this bad since I was a teen, and normally I have such a fantastic immune system - but going months at a time on 2-4 hours of sleep at night has really taken it's toll on me I guess. In total (not just while being sick) I've also lost almost 10 pounds without trying and overall feel as if I have burned through my reserves.
I'm also so thankful I have an amazing farrier, who was not only willing to reschedule tomorrows visit for me, but she also suggested I wait no longer & reminded me that I could go get some antibiotics straight from shoppers drug mart (yay for not having to go to a medicenter... which after dislocating my knee, having a client horse help me pop it back in & never having it checked out.... is not a place I like to frequent unless I absolutely have to - so that is on my to-do list tomorrow.
I think I will wait until I feel better to make any true decisions - but I think I am being faced with making some hard calls, if for nothing else but my health and wellbeing - and subsequently, my MW babies. Whether that is selling some horses I initially wanted to keep, or working towards bringing in another helper of some kind (probably a work away-er) ... I'm not sure exactly what this will look like just yet -but I wanted to prepare you all, just in case you see some horses available that I wanted to keep & have also made very clear I wanted to hang on to. I have so many oldies that need my protection & therefore can't leave my ownership, so it won't be any of them - so don't worry. However if I do go that route, that means it will be likely be my youngstock.
Like I say, I'm not going to make any rash decisions - who knows, maybe my lottery tickets I haven't checked yet are holding my big win? 😜 But I wanted to update you all on both fronts - I love all your comments and will get back to the ones I've missed as soon as I can & there might be some changes in the nearer future - hopefully for the better for everyone, overall.
I hope you guys are having a wonderful week so far - please have a pain free snack for me lol
Brandi