20/06/2026
Bullet Proof Soul -Sade Cover by Zyan Reign
Bullet Proof Soul has been one of my favorite songs in the world for years.
For a long time, I thought I loved it because of the melody, the mood, and the way only Sade can make heartbreak sound elegant.
Years later, I realized I loved it because it was telling my story.
More than once.
More times than I care to divulge.
I've loved people who wanted love and were terrified of it at the same time.
People who asked for honesty, devotion, and consistency, then seemed uncomfortable when those things were freely given.
People who longed for peace, then created storms.
People who wanted to be loved deeply, yet struggled to trust the very love they had been asking for.
And because I loved them, I stayed longer than I should have.
I believed longer than I should have.
I hoped longer than I should have.
Then Sade delivers the line:
"I know the end before the story's been told."
The older I became, the more I understood what she meant.
There were times I already knew.
I saw the signs.
I recognized the pattern.
I sensed exactly where the road would end.
Yet I kept walking.
Not because I was blind.
Because I loved.
What Sade repeated,
"You kept on thinking you are the only one. Too busy thinking love is a gun."
That line stayed with me.
It hit me like a slow bullet.
Little by little.
It followed me through relationships, through disappointments, and through lessons I seemed determined to learn more than I care to divulge.
Lesson after lesson.
Until one day I understood.
The pattern became impossible to ignore.
It took me a while to understand that some people spend so much time bracing for pain that they struggle to recognize love when it finally arrives.
These days, I'm single.
And I'm alright with that.
I've made peace with waiting for my true match.
The right person will recognize honesty, devotion, consistency, and love for what they are.
Until then, I have my music, my purpose, my faith, and a life I genuinely enjoy.
As for the rest, Sade said it better than I ever could.
"It's not that complicated..."
They're just going to need a bullet proof soul.
Zyan Reign