07/27/2026
Things have been a lot lately.
The state of the world as a whole ever since this party took over office, usual life up and downs, having to set boundaries and cut people out of my life that meant sooooo much to me, complicated relationships with family and medical diagnoses, and many other factors.
It has all just been so much, and it’s had me in a really difficult place. Im proud as f**k for how I’ve been handling things. A year, especially like two years ago, I would not be coping. Honestly I would probably be institutionalized and have made many poor decisions.
But, I’ve put in SOOOOO much work the past few years. Ive done a lot of therapy, and soul searching, spirit/universe conversations, looking at big pictures, and realizing what I am worth. I am insanely proud of the choices I’ve been making even if they are hard because I know I deserve more out of life.
It’s not easy, but I know it will get easier. I will find people that are truly MY people that consider me, respect me, and care for me. I will live an easier life once mourning this grief passes some.
So, sorry with delays in art. I am just riding the waves.
Here is a little digital painting I did up today. 💛
Oh, what Id give to be them, in the beautiful moonlight, under endless stars, just alone on a swing. Enjoying the quiet nature. 💛
Sending love, and as always thank you for the support. 💛