05/20/2026
Hey y’all, so the entire purpose of Fake It or Make It is to share with y’all my life, unfiltered, uncut, raw, and real at all times so that you can see the repercussions of your every day actions and the causes they have on others. No rehearsals, no f**kery, no lies, just honesty, pain, truth, and reality. With that being said, I am suffering tough in a way I am unfamiliar with. I am unable to share in details with y’all the nature of this event because the risk, in my eyes, is too fu***ng much. At the same time, it’s serious and people should know and hear about so if someone experiences it they will not be as lost as I am. So I will share these details with you guys but only after I have survived it. As I take some time to keep my mental, emotional, and spiritual self sane and healthy and up to par, I will still be checking in with you so don’t leave me. The live episodes will resume at a later date which will be shared with you as it approaches.
In the mean time, I’m asking all of you to intentionally smile at someone today, say hi to a stranger who looks like they could use a friend, hug your fu***ng kids guys and I mean HUG them, this fu***ng world is so fu***ng hard and these are our babies in it, please hug your kids today and don’t let go until they do first because they will let you go once they have been revived. Tell your parents and siblings that you love them out of nowhere and for no other reason other than you love them, that way you know they feel it. I won’t ever get that type of hug from my daddy again because dementia. This is not something I foresaw coming of being my future. Think it’ll never happen to you or your family. I thought since God just gave me my dad for my whole life that He would let me keep him until I die… no one ever told me that when you lose a parent, you struggle to find or hold onto your identity… this is why loving your loved ones today and right now always is so fu***ng important. Idek if my dad knew/knows I love him and if not, idek if he ever will.
I will do my best to keep you guys updated on me. I am still here no matter what for anyone who needs someone for whatever reason. Contact info is on my page which includes a phone number and an email.
I ask when u contact that you give me your first name, reason for contacting, and a good email address(to keep everything said private). If you are suffering, let’s suffer together please???
