10/03/2024
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Landing in Mexico City has been a little rough. Iāve had a tough time integrating into a city environment. Which apparently was only a surprise to me and none of my loved ones. š
Every transition takes time to integrate and some transitions are harder than others.
My face wears a lot of sadness everyday. When I look in the mirror and I see it like that it breaks my heart because I love my bright spirit so much. I am also ok with this sadness because I know what it means.
It means that I loved TepoztlƔn and my friends so much that I miss it.
It means that I can I love that much.
It means that I can bond with people that fully see and accept me that deeply.
It means that if I did that once by myself in a new Pueblo I can do the same in the city.
I cried so hard the other day because Iāve taken advantage of the fact that I lived in nature my entire life.
Gracias gracias TepoztlƔn for being my home the last 1.5 years.
Gracias gracias to my community there that love me so much, Iāll be back all of the time.
Gracias gracias Mexico for the continued growth, maturity, and incredible humans.
Gracias gracias Mexico City for showing me a different side of myself that Iāve never seen before.
Gracias gracias to my new soulful friends and family that Iāve made here, Iām so excited to play and create when Iām feeling like myself again.
Gracias gracias to my sister for visiting me all the way from NYC.
