03/12/2024
Rest in Me
In this place Within You, that has never forgotten a thing
There is no goal to attain
There is an undoing of your enormous effort to deny Me
It does not matter why… A moment of insanity, an act of rebellion against the very fabric of Nature, against your Own Creation
Who would try to understand a drunken lapse of judgment? What waste of breath and energy
Best wait for the drunkard to sober up, and come to clear thinking
So I wait for You, My Beloved
On bended knee, ready to serve your bidding
You are a Queen, Who has ripped Her garments and is running buck naked screaming, “the sky is falling”
If you would but stop this drunken rampage and sit still, you would remember Everything
For I Am Here. Right Now.
In between the spaces of these pages.
The words only point in My direction.
I am The Center.
The still point in every human.
The Quiet Remember
Distraction is the device of The Deceiver
Like the magician who would steal your perception by having you look over here, look over there
I ask only that you look at your fear, and see how much it is woven into your dream
More dreams will not save you
For the dream itself is made up of what frightens you
“So how do I wake?” is the only question to ask with this awareness
Not, “How do I save myself?”
For You are already saved.
You were never lost.
You were never victim and vulnerable to attack, you were merely dreaming this
This is what forgiveness teaches you
This is why forgiveness is a necessary tool in awakening You
Not because forgiveness in itself is necessary in True Reality
But because forgiveness points to the dreamer and the dream
It opens your eyes when you are ready to see
To the power of your delusions, and the spell they cast around thee
It is an exercise in undermining your faith in what you believe
It wedges a question, like a blip in the matrix that alerts your attention to a program that is running
It undermines your blind acceptance of what you see
This is the purpose of forgiveness
This is why, when used properly, it sets you free
Abandon your idea that forgiveness has anything to do with a moral standpoint. Charity bestowed upon a sinner, only further damning him to his wicked identity.
Forgiveness is a tool to wake up YOU!
To make you question your reality, and let in a crack of another possibility outside of your beliefs
Question Everything!
Question especially what makes you mad and afraid
This is how you awaken
Stop looking away
Stay present
Ask yourself, “Is this true? Or is this a hologram of my thinking?”
For I tell you, if you are frightened, you are not in reality
Reality is fearless. It is Love never-ending. It knows Itself.
I want to wake you, because you want to waken.
And so you must forgive yourself.
So that you will stop believing your bu****it.
You must see it through to the other side, where it was never true to begin with.
And then there will be such rapturous joy and raucous laughter. The mere suggestion that you believed such nonsense will be hilarious.
Forgiveness is not a pardon, it is An Awakening.