09/07/2025
When people say to always be there for your family and me being one of the people in my family that's always tried to be there for my family. I always still end up getting stabbed in the back. When all I ever do is help the family To be feeling suicidal and have your own family member make jokes about it is a fu**ed up feeling. Especially when you're the only one in your family that even helps that person. No one else deals with that family member because there angry at the world does nothing but lie and steal from people always getting in trouble don't have no friends because they've done everyone of them dirty in some way. But you being there family knowing they have nothing or no one you try to be there for them because your not like all the other family. Especially at times when that family member feels like ending there own life you was there for them in there time of need and always have been. And to have that person laugh about your situation is a fu**ed up feeling. I've had to stop dealing with some of my family because sometimes you have to love them from a distance so you can stop allowing them to keep hurting you when all you have ever done was help them.
I've been alone my whole life tried to bring my family together have done major things for them yet I have never received any love in return from them just more pain. Left high and dry. You have some people in the world that's just always angry and negative do evil s**t to everyone they come in contact with because there miserable with themselves and they ruin there own lives and does nothing but blame everyone else but there the true problem. They hate everyone because deep down they hate themselves and have nothing going on.
But while you laugh now don't cry later and play the role like you cared because you going to remember the moment you joked about it and talked s**t because you were mad at your own life and decided to say hurtful s**t. Because there will be no coming back from this moment you won't be able to say sorry to that person ever again and you will live with knowing that the rest of your miserable life.
Family unfortunately are the worst people in your life. And I choose to be different from all those types of family. The end
