12/04/2025
Today is December 4th, a bittersweet day that would have been my mom's 80th birthday. Her absence is still something I’m processing each day, but I’m taking it step by step. Recently at work, I was tasked with producing devotional videos for the Advent season. When asked if I would do one, I wasn't sure what I would discuss. Our Advent theme Immanuel, "God with Us," and we were asked to discuss a time when we didn't feel God's presence. I pondered for a few moments and then it hit me.
I reflected on a pivotal moment in my life, April 12, 2023, when everything changed. I started the video by admitting, "I'm a waterhead," and honestly, I wasn’t sure I could hold back tears while recording. But somehow, I made it through. Watching it now however, I am not able to hold them back.
I’m grateful that God provides us with what we need in the toughest moments and is always with us through life’s daily struggles. Happy Heavenly Birthday, Mom. Not a day goes by that I don’t miss you, but knowing where you are brings me comfort.
