12/12/2019
Yesterday was the last full moon of the year AND the decade.
The moon represents the fourth house in the natal chart, women, our mother, our ancestral and familial roots, our subconscious and shadow, receptive energy, security, our intuition, our emotions and emotional life,
She is moving through the sign of the twins: Gemini which represents the third house, our siblings, short trips, how we think, communicate, and draw conclusions, our inner child, the desire to relate to ideas and other people, facts, systems, and numbers, learning, and development.
The full moon represents release and harvest season. We are seeing some of the thoughts and intentions from a few weeks ago manifest into our physical reality.
So pay attention to both your internal and external environment because the moon represents these themes that manifest outside as well as inside of us.
Back in Gemini season (June) I posted an article to my Instagram about the power of the mind and the notion that what we think, we become, and manifest. Where were you mentally and emotionally during Gemini season? Think back to that time and take an inventory of any prominent feelings or thoughts that were moving through you.
I know for me, it was about work. Feeling a sense of confusion because this (writing) is what I really wanted to do. I see myself working for myself on my own time, and terms. I remember trying to force answers out of myself as far as what I wanted out of a career.
Lessons I learned were that:
I can't force ascension or rush the process of growth and self-discovery.
That I just have to do what I like, and love, and one (or multiple) of those things will become sources of income.
To have fun! To stop being so damn serious and depressing all the time. It's not even mentally (Gemini) or emotionally (the moon) healthy to spend each moment of my growth upset that I'm not where I think I "should" be. In fact, it will keep me stuck there.
Man. I'm glad I reminded myself about that.
Saturn and Pluto are also holding hands in a very serious karmic conjunction that implies that some karmic debts will be paid, some of us will lose loved ones that we were in karmic relationships with either physically (a death) or we will be closing the door on some unrequited situations that we tried our best to control and sway in our favor.
During the full moon, lots of things that were gestating in the spirit (5D) realm will come to a boiling point and manifest into the physical (3D). This is one of those Planetary happenings that will strengthen relationships with ourselves and others as well as our sense of security by taking us through some transformative experience, or it will come barreling through knocking us off our square forcing us to rebuild more solid, reliable structures, attitudes, perceptions, thoughts, beliefs, and relationships.
As we say goodbye to 2019 and the 2010's, I would like to thank every person who was a part of my journey these past ten years. Most of whom I am no longer in contact with because they served their purposes as lessons on my journey back home to myself.
This decade was not an easy one at all, but I learned so much about who I am and who I am becoming. The universe doesn't take us through hell for no reason. It makes us uncomfortable so we will get our asses up and move in another direction.
The direction of our destinies, of the path of our highest selves.
Move forward in love and power.
xoxo
Jes