Battle scars, wounded mind.

10/19/2025

She stood frozen,
Beneath the trees,
Roots threated whispers, as she fell to her knees.
The stars, a steady witness
Such a story to be told,
Above her, the skies,
Infinite,
Wide with ache, left in the cold.
The mountains crouch behind her,
Their backs already wethered from the storm,
This breaking is madness,
The weak will not survive,
I've morphed into something, a whole different form.
Her wings,
Torn and tattered,
Encapsulated in rage,
A constant gaze behind me,
I've been much afraid.
She tried getting up,
Blow after blow,
But after awhile,
Not even tears start to flow.
This pain,
Really has changed me,
It's stolen my voice,
I scream in silence,
A long distance cry,
From the years of much violence.
Rivulets of rain drops,
Wash the tears from her face,
She's been left in this cage.
The cold holds her tightly,
entanglement,
Blistering,
Weak,
From all of the love,
Soul crushing,
So of it she won't speak.

08/17/2025

SHE

She buries her pain, and hides behind untruthful smiles.
She constantly breaks,
in the eyes of denial.
Many attempts,
Slowly destroying who she was.
She fights with herself,
Forever losing the girl she once was.
She gave in too much,
She killed her self love.
Many attempts on her life,
her eyes gazing above.
She's always put up a fight, it's wrecked her for life.
A survivor of untold traumas,
Too big of a heart,
She fears monsters among us.
The tendrils of madness, it's entangled her mind.
She resists as she's pleading,
She's let love make her blind.
Standing alone, her agony, deep.
She urges her soul, to just fall asleep.
She's dazed and confused, how did we become abused.
Stinging, like a thousand wasps attacking,
Belief in herself, that's the thing that she's lacking.
She's falling victim no more,
and that love, another scar that she wore.
She's fell deep and depressed,
Undoubtedly tapped out,
Such stress.
Each night as she cries,
She begs and she pleads through the night.

08/07/2025

Life has been rough lately, to say the least, it all happened so fast, who would have had time to think.
Wounded, I'm drowning, my emotional sorrow, she's swallowed me whole, there may be no tomorrow.
And as I watch, frozen in time, crucified by fear. The entrapment you've left, well, it can't be kept here.
I've been locked in trap doors with no resolution, but loving you wholly, that was not the solution.
Can't you hear, that high pitch sound, oh the sound. If you listen at night her faint sobs fill the town.
Her minds held her captive against her own will, and though it seems that her life was all a big thrill.
But inwardly cowering like an infant she cries, but how could you do this, don't you remember all the tears that I've cried?
I've failed to see that the failures not me, though she falls she rises at dawn.
You may have ripped her to shreds, and wished for her dead, but dead or alive she's chasing the sun.
All the emotions and rage, how you've made me insane, pondering thoughts with nothing to gain.
But you see, youll not outrun me and even all the masks will soon fall off, all will be seen. Farewell, say goodbye, wipe the tears in your eye, oh the rivers I've cried.
Now this here is tragic, what happened to loves magic... it was all balled up tight, in the fist full of lies...
And now her life...
Painfully,
He will always regret, see their face as they wept,
And this went on,
Until they took their last breath...
Ill be seeing you...

06/09/2025

So true

05/17/2025

Treacherous seas,
Waves of emotions,
Crashing down,
But nobody noticed.
Her loss of control,
Pure, raw emotion,
Pure madness some say,
She's broken into pieces,
It has caused the erosion.
She says she is fine,
Yet clearly, going insane,
She says she's good,
But she's in a lot of pain.
She swears it's all nothing,
But it's really a lot,
She'll always say she's ok,
But really she's not.

Nobody is safe....

She learned long ago,
Silent tears hold the loudest pain,
Rarely weeping aloud,
She'd rather let her tears flow with madness, like rain.
This devastating confusion,
Leaving me barely alive,
She closes her eyes to remember,
Who's stuck by her side.
And looking around her,
Not one held her the rest of her life,
She's aimlessly speeding,
Through her entire life.
Otherwise, her losses,
Dictating, controlling,
It ripped all her wounds ,
Bleeding wide open.
It only leaves the blade from the cuts of her heartache and strife.
Her waves of emotions,
They came crashing down,
But nobody noticed ..

04/03/2025

04/03/2025

The Shatter...

04/03/2025

Sheltered in shadows I keep deep within, they had me thinking I had finally trapped them, and win. I learned fairly quickly they played no game fair, and articulately brilliant, the techniques that they shared. The loudest imaginable, thunderous sounds, it slowly but surely left on my face just a frown. Another rejection from my very reflection, and she's just a stranger that scowls. For soon she will be just a dream, a past memory, and forever her screams fill the town.

The Shatter

08/31/2024

Time is the only currency you spend, never knowing the true value. Spend it wisely.

07/18/2024

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