Palms of perception

09/06/2025

More art therapy..... I paint what I feel like painting. So guess I went from happy bright colors to dark and depressing... And to be truthful I am feeling depressed. A lot of insecurities have been rearing their ugly head, especially today. Hubby has faced my demons head on for me and I couldn't love him more for it. Thank y'all for all the kind words and support. Still not ready to be back in front of the camera just yet but I'm still moving in that direction.

Stay tuned for the next section of my desk. Hell throw out some ideas.

Blessed be.

09/05/2025

Art therapy on random surfaces in my home!

08/17/2025

Hey everyone! Just wanted to update y'all a bit. The main reason I've been away is my mental health, and while y'all have seen some of my lows and menopause bs. This part is raw and unfiltered and dark. Im reliving traumas and learning how to cope with them and process through them in a healthy way. New therapist and new meds, still tweaking the meds a bit. First few rounds were rocky. Some made things worse and some didn't work at all. I am finding out just how trauma affects you later in life. Hubby is doing an amazing job of picking up the pieces when I fall apart. He and a select few friends are my support system. He is the one helping me day to day though. I want to be able to share these things with y'all but I want to do it in a healthy way so as to not throw myself back into depression afterwards. This is what I'm doing now, is setting up those resources. As well as while I want to share a lot with y'all the finer details of this I want to keep private. Thank y'all all so much for sticking around and everyone's support. I miss y'all so much! Have a wonderful day! Blessed be.

08/10/2025

I live in eddyville, kinda cool to see your home town advertised as a get away.

07/16/2025

Well this happened....

07/07/2025

I can't with this small town stupidity bu****it anymore! I'm about to post a video of a friend of mine getting attacked, yes the police were called and she was the one threatened with arrest, not the TWO others that attacked her.

Some context.

She's the one holding the camera and the "pushing" of this person's momma was my friend holding out her open palm and pushing her out of her face. (Invading someone's space is considered assault and you can push them away.) Just in case anyone wants say that was wrong of her to do. Oh and the volume might be a little wonky at first.

06/07/2025

Yes she did loose my dog but he's back now. It was Banner who decided to take a midnight strole.

Also here is where I got the bras.

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05/17/2025

Won't be back on tonight due to bad weather and power going on and off. Hope everyone has a wonderful night and I'll see y'all soon. Blessed be!

04/28/2025

Had a little fun outside today! Banner got a new toy.

04/19/2025

I sent this message to someone I love today and after I did I sat back and thought about how sad it made me. To know this is a speech that may be met with an eye roll, an exasperated sigh and a head shake. Ignored. But what I am most saddened by is the need for any of these words in the first place. Please share this as much as possible because there may be someone out there that doesn't know how to say it and wants to. Share this if you have a daughter, sister, young mother, niece. Because it will be their lives on the line when things go wrong.

Blessed be

04/06/2025

Question, what are the do's and dont's of selling your house?asking for a friend.

04/01/2025

Another year passes. Let's see if year 33 is going to be better. For a change I am out right asking for some love and kindness, I'm not getting it here at home but maybe I'll get it from y'all. It feels like the emotion called happiness has left my body entirely. I miss my lives and all the fun we had, but it seems like that trip down my hallway to the ring light is so far away and gets further each day. I know it's my depression but I'm so tired of fighting it. Y'all have been amazing, thank you for everything. Idk when or if I'll be back but either way just know y'all were the reason I smiled more.

Blessed be