01/01/2025
To say I didn’t see 2024 coming would be an understatement on every level.
I went into the year expecting to focus on growth and instead the Lord led us through deep, deep valleys and a path that required us to tear down most of what we’d built.
We saw health issues unlike we’ve ever seen.
Several kids hit mental health challenges that seemed impossible in the moment… but God.
We experienced safety issues from outside forces.
We watched as the Lord led us on a winding, sometimes treacherous journey. The end destination is still not completely clear but we’re beginning to see a way.
More than any of the physical challenges though we faced spiritual challenges that left us forever changed. Idols we’d long held on to became too heavy to continue carrying on this path.
It’s a humbling thing to look at your home and realize how much of the chaos you’ve contributed to.
This year I learned my words do not matter as much as my actions. If I want to be effective in loving my family well I need to focus less on being heard and more on being a representation of love in their life.
Sometimes love is the snuggles and giggles early in the morning. Sometimes love is holding the line when a loved one has lost themself to the lies.
In all these situations one theme has reigned above all…. If I’m trying to do it in my strength it will fail.
I need to wait in hope on the Lord, pray in faith and look for the blessings he has placed all around me.
I sit in the kitchen writing this still on that winding, treacherous path. We have many miles to go before we will see the end of this season. I know this in my soul but I also know no matter what comes the Lord is with us.
He brings what we need and who we need every time. His plan is to bless us and keep us close to him.
As you read this I’m praying blessings and peace reign in your spirit as you head into this new year.
I’ve learned though the only true peace is found in Jesus Christ and I am forever grateful he is Lord of my life.
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