
09/03/2025
The Sunflowers Bow
See how the sunflowers lean,
their heads a choir of ghosts against the skys shadow.
They are not ruined. They are remembering…
they are exquisite in their surrender,
their backs arched in reverence,
their spines still singing of past sunlight.
I stand among them,
hair aflame like a secret fire,
eyes caught between innocence and daring,
my mouth curved into a question,
a promise,
a beginning.
I fell in love with myself here…
in the ruin, in the dusk,
in the way my body became part of the field’s last breath.
For what is more seductive than survival,
more romantic than standing whole
after every season has tried to break you?
There is someone my heart runs to…
his shadow lives in my veins,
his name tastes like wild honey
at the back of my tongue.
For him, I burn quietly,
a field set alight not in chaos,
but in the slow devotion of seasons.
I am both storm and tenderness,
both flame and open hand.
The sunflowers bow,
but I do not.
I unfurl, I rise, I burn…
not as I once did,
but brighter,
truer,
a woman who has made peace
with the ache of her own beauty,
and found happiness not in perfection,
but in the daring act of loving.