12/24/2025
GM FB! Merry Xmas's eve 2025. Being early is on time, and on time is late 🤣, right? Anyhow, my agenda today as future "influencer" (my husband BJ sent me tutorials of other influencers that were very helpful b/c I'm learning). Although, pessimistic me thinks - I'm not capable of influencing anybody, nor do I care to, takes too much energy that I don't have and am working on leveling up for my ownself. ALL my platforms were created to keep me busy and productive while BJ is deployed in another country, leaving me a soloparent, SAHM feeling stuck. Given everything I worked so hard in my life it took a toll on me. Situations were out of my control. I HAD to take a step back and mediate HARD. I messed up and I woke up in the process. If any of my platforms: TT, IG, FB, Ko-fi (digital journaling offerings) resonate with you, then go ME. Let's YOLO together. BUT, please if you're experiencing a mental health crisis, please consult a medical professional for help. I say this from my heart, from a personal experience, I have my own mental health struggles...so please seek help 🙏. It's okay if you need to. I HATE that society makes seeking help for mental health issues a taboo. Metaphorically, ,"Hindsight" (fluid gender it's neither male nor female) is the worst and best teacher in life depending on your mindset. PLEASE do what you got to do to find your understanding what will help you SURVIVE AND THRIVE. Your life matters.
