11/09/2026
Hey everyone. This is John B from critical axiom. There has been so much that has happened in the past 7 months that took all my attention and energy. A lot of positive things but very exhausting things.
Moving in silence under Gods word, I’ve grown as a man of God. Trusting in the fact I don’t see the entire game plan but HE does. It’s difficult. And hard to change a 35 year old habit of trying to control and know all aspects of what is happening and what is to come and how to achieve it.
I recently received full custody of my daughter. It was a long 6 years. Time and time and time and money spent on attorneys, and it didn’t work to get my daughter safe. It wasn’t until I role down and told God, you will save my daughter and I need to let YOU work. HE did. Through his will, things happened when I was just content with what he had for me at the time, and he gave me the blessing I was asking for.
I recently bought a home for me and my family. It was humbling to see God work to allow us to afford this blessing. I know most are finding it hard to buy, but I believe that’s what makes this blessing so fruitful. Me and my wife worked hard, and grinded to get her and God was with us through all the ups and downs.
I am now, again, almost 2 weeks sober from w**d. I slipped, and I slipped hard. I fell back into an addiction that was causing a rift between me and my family and especially with God. I felt alone. I felt lost. I felt disgusting. I felt like a failure. I had so very intrusive thoughts and God met me where I was and saved me, again.
I wanted to tell you guys, full transparency, this is why I stopped music for a while because I was a contradiction. And I couldn’t symbolize the word of God while betraying the word of God.
I love you guys. My friends and family and fans of the music. I pray you can forgive me and I pray you guys are ready for the comeback. I’m motivated. I’m energized. I’m ready. New music coming soon. And I’m pumped to spread the word of God again, while simultaneously walking with the Lord!
