05/30/2026
It’s been 4 months without him. 💔 It’s doesn’t get easier, I just don’t have the constant headache from crying anymore but the tears still come. Every day. At times I don’t expect them. I’m angry 😤 I’m sad 😢 I’m heartbroken 💔 and I’m trying so hard to find my way forward. Still doing all the things to stay healthy 💪🏼 my appetite is almost back to normal 🍽️ and the weight loss has slowed, it’s a good thing I could afford to lose that much weight. 🙏🏼 And though I still feel like I’m stuck in some horrible nightmare most days, My mind, body, soul and faith are not letting that pull me down. There is power in Prayer. 🙏🏼 AND I’m finally beaching again.