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05/07/2025

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04/07/2025

4 of the greatest things in my life. Being the first to hold my 4 babies just after they were born, kissing their foreheads, and laying them on my then wife's shoulder so she could see them. The 5th is becoming a father for the first time in my life. I now think that I will never be able to see them again and today I came close. One drug pushes me too hard (Adderall) and 3 were taken away making managing my diabetes harder until more tests are done next week.

The key here is this time... this time I can feel it. Something isn't right and it's now a journey to the end. This isn't like before where surgery could fix me. Nobody is going to donate a kidney to me and I don't expect them to do so. Today was an eye opener that nearly put me in the hospital. My body is failing me again and there is just so many times it can do that.

Just to say here for all to see, "Those 4 moments in my life I will love them even unto death. I will watch over them just as I do now from afar but in a place that I can't change or come back. I love each and every one of you, DS, Jon, Ehlana, and Lela." I worked hard as I could as a father and tried my best to be a good Dad to you but apparently in some way I failed you. I am sorry I couldn't be "Dad of the Year" but I was always there for you and still am but my health isn't good and getting worse. My body has betrayed me all my life. From Cancer to Diabetes to Hashimoto's disease to more surgeries than I can count and reconstructed my spine. Just so much this body can do and able to do, and today showed me things HAVE changed and not for the better.

I could get lucky again and things go okay and I get to stay here longer in this life but I hate failing, and I have failed my friends and family. Perhaps I will get a new life and another chance or perhaps i will just be gone. In any case I hope you will someday think fondly of me and how much I wanted you and loved you... and miss you. I am an old man now and the timer is running out.

- Dad (wanna be Gdad).

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