07/09/2026
I am aware that it's July 8th, I didn't give a big Welcome as June slipped away and July took the Main Stage. June, 26th was my Kayla Catherine's birthday. Missing her and giving her space gets harder every day. My thoughts turn to "Does she ever think of Me", "Does she think I don't care" How can I or we ever be family, if no one makes any effort. Then I talk to specialists on Estrangement and I get frightened that I will push her further away. I will talk more about "The Separation" another day.
I was told the Friday before June 29th that I wouldn't be able to start classes because I was given misinformation for 2 months. I was able to fix the issue, awaiting the letter reinstating my Financial Aid plan. Honestly I have truly entered into a season of joy, I believe everyday no matter what comes That everything is working out just as the Holy Father planned it.
Little by Little, step by step, I'm growing, healing, progressing to be better than I was yesterday and dreaming about what direction I will be going.
This week is so full of sweet memories and grief. Glenn Moore would be celebrating his birthday on the 10th just as he had most of his life; on Peaks Island over by Whale Back, raising a toast to the sky and grinning ear to ear. The Blue Angels did a flyover and I swear I heard him yelling "Yeah" at the top of his lungs. Oh how I miss him.
I'll be busy packing and preparing to move to a cute little house closer to town. Classes start August 3rd now and I am so grateful.
Now we're all caught up. I pray everyone enjoyed America's Birthday. Life is so fragile y'all. Enjoy every moment, hold those hugs a little longer and pray without ceasing.
