17/07/2024
What up my peoples! I missed you all 🫠I've been doing some serious self reflecting and I likely ended up no closer to any conclusions than when I started but at least it was a reset! I needed a reset and reflecting on things was helpful! Life is trying right now and it feels in every aspect it resonates this way, no matter the positive thought. I can only imagine if I struggle this much, now in this moment, how much does one who lives off animal impulse only must be doing through these trying times. Not saying anyone is an animal lol but honestly we all are animals to some degree, always tempted by impulse with only our own intellect or morals to control the outcomes of this behaviour. Never will we change this action until we realize the animal within...the ego. Even when one becomes aware of said ego, it will still find ways to creep lessons into your life, it's one of the strongest dillusions we live in while being present here. Life's a trip. Constant, non-stop lessons always shedding new light on new understandings, forever in a merry-go-round. Maybe it can be conquered someday but I'm never one to pretty things up if it won't be honest, so I will always be honest in my understandings. I need honesty in my beliefs so much now because I feel the fight i've had to overcome in my beliefs has been due to so many lies given to cloud my judgement in the first place! To come to a place where I feel I'm at now, one must dive deep into the core of your deep rooted learnings and question everything. It may do not justice for most to do such a thing, but to some who may be like me, it was important for me to understand such things. For myself! I'm thankful now for the complexes I had growing up for the learnings it gave me later in life lol, everything happens for a reason. But again, I'm becoming apparent to the notion that what I try to speak is not for everyone. What I speak is so far out there, it's hard to get started because I know the battle I am to undergo if I decide to pursue such a feat. I'm no longer worried about the outcome or who will be willing to listen because I know what I speak will bring those who will wish to listen. I know I need to push my boundaries farther than a facebook circle. So I will partake said mission (of my own) and try to spread seeds of my understandings so that maybe those will find it when they are meant to find it. If all is meant to go this path, then time will tell if it's the right path to take! So no more worrying about the far fetched notions I hold as they all hold pieces to the whole puzzle I've created in my mind. And, yet again, I am aware what I speak will not be for all, but the ultimate message I wish to share, is how to master oneself so that we can traverse this realm with easier ways than what we've been taught our socially normal lives. There must be a bridge with "spirit" and science to understand what I want to share but I have yet to hear others with my insight so now I must share some insight to see if others exist lol. It's hard out here for a mystic! So still step by step from here and thanks for your patience if you are here for what I have to offer now as I will figure out the right method to go deeper. It simply may not be on Facebook if I do but it will be shared here when I do. Thanks for reading if you made it this far and I hope you all have all been safe through all this madness around us lately! Bye!
