31/12/2025
I get so damn tired of being told I donât look like a âreal Christian.â
Because I cuss.
Because I lose my s**t sometimes.
Because Iâm loud, messy, emotional, sarcastic, and not wrapped up in a cute little beige Bible-verse bow.
Let me clear som**hing up.
God didnât save me because I speak nicely.
He saved me because He knows my heart.
He sees the nights I cry in silence.
He sees the prayers I whisper when Iâm exhausted, overwhelmed, and holding on by a thread.
He sees me loving my kids fiercely, trying again when I screw up, and choosing grace even when I donât feel very holy.
Jesus didnât hang out with the polished and perfect.
He sat with the broken, the loud, the doubters, the screw-ups.
So if my faith doesnât fit neatly into your comfort zone, thatâs okay â it was never meant to.
My relationship with God is not performative.
Itâs personal.
Itâs raw.
Itâs real.
And if you think a few swear words cancel out a surrendered heartâŚ
that says way more about your theology than my faith.
God knows me.
God holds me.
And I refuse to believe Heâs offended by the very personality He gave me.
Iâm not perfectly put together â Iâm gracefully broken.
And last I checked, thatâs exactly who grace is for.