09/05/2022
Hey guys, This is Miel
I haven't been streaming for a while and when I stream its just once a week and it's just for a little bit.
When my Dad was sick and had to go to our province to take care of him . few of u knew that I support my family financially through streaming. what I earn from stream is what I provide for them .and when my dad died I was the one who provided from funeral and everything thanks to all of the people who supported me I had money to spend for all of the things we needed.
but throughout all of what happened my mind is restless . I have to think about everything, i have to take care of everything but I forgot to take care of my self. I haven't talk to my friends. I messed up my relationship to a ln important person. I wasn't happy , I hadn't even a chance to mourn my dad's death cause I was busy thinking and doing things. I am a mess.
I hope you guys check on your friends mental health is really important a simple how are u can change a lot.
for now I don't know what to do with my life. told my self to fix the relationship with a person and I'll see what's next. I am slowly getting back to what I am but I wanna be fully healed when I face you all
losing someone u love and messing up relationship and the problem I had financially and mentallyand I have no one to talk to is a lot to handle I hope you guys be safe and take care of yourself I'll see you when I see you.. soon❤