08/08/2026
Trauma #2(no real order)
TW: R@pe
I just started dating a classmate. They were seemingly sweet, quiet, and smart. Graduation night. Now this isn't the first "violation" but just the first im bringing up... Well call them. Jessie. It was our first "date" as a couple. Our first kiss was that night. Everything was great during graduation. Then we went to an after party. It was all Jessie's friends. I drank so much i couldnt walk on my own. I remember being brought to an empty room in an abandoned house, unclothed and r@ped. Without my consent, barely conscious and unable to move. I heard jessie tell someone not to come in here.. and then i woke up, naked and freezing in an abandoned house with Jessie beside me. I couldnt understand why jessie would do that .. trusted them.. But instead of asking, taking that from me.. and tells others i begged for it.. between that event and others i will later share, i was not s*xually attracted to people i did not want it.. it seemed like something terrible to do. It would remind me of the times it was taken from me. I would never "beg" for something that felt so violating. Its taken a lot to get past that. To feel comfortable in my own skin.. sometimes i still feel uncomfortable but with some help of people in my life, its helped. It helps to know youre not alone. And if you've been through a similar situation, then dont be afraid to speak out. I regret not doing so. Like a support group, theres people that know what youve gone through and how hard it is to overcome. But you can overcome. Hopefully my story helps you share yours.
~Anon
