ForeverEsoteric

12/07/2025

I am starting my TikTok journey you guys, since I’ve had a ton of health issues going on.

If you DON’T have TikTok, but would like to keep up with my journey, get some awesome dinner ideas, see some awesome outfits, and maybe even some awesome gaming clips please use this link to join!

For every new person who uses my link- I actually can get paid- AND
✨you get $20 toward the TikTok Shop!✨

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8hPx6U8/

I’ve also been accepted to the creator pilot program which means I have a showcase of TikTok shop items you can check out 🫶
All of my items there are free shipping!! And quite a few are under that $20.

It’s free for you to join and even if you never decide to use it again- you still helped a momma out!

06/07/2025

Be safe, Austin!
This is definitely a Texas sized storm!!!

30/06/2025

🌈PAINT THE WORLD RAINBOW🌈
Join me LIVE tonight and tomorrow night at 9pm CST!

and have come together for Pride Month, and I'm going to be doing all of the fun, crazy, and hilarious things to help raise monies with them!

We've got balloons, tattoos, an inflatable costume, giveaways, and maybe even a swim stream! And of course, the torturous things like exercising... dancing on camera... eating an onion... 🙈

There'll be giveaways, raffles, and of course their entries for awesome things like gift cards and even a Switch 2!

You won't want to miss it 🌈

23/06/2025

🚨FIRST WEEK OF HAVING A SCHEDULE AGAIN! 🚨

Aaaand we're back in business, lovelies
Pretty please tune in at these times and hang out!
It would mean SO MUCH to me!

I have some fun stuff planned for this coming up weekend for my charity stream (y'all know the charity events are everything to meeee) which will also include the first big birthday celebration we will have!

Please note that for now I'll be streaming in the evenings and they may be shorter than usual, but that's only while I maintain my full-time job, too. Once I'm not working anymore- the schedule will change.

📅Monday: Hell is Us at 10pm
📅Tuesday: No Stream! (Doctor Day)
📅Wednesday: Split Fiction with gnomieho at 10pm
📅Thursday: 1v1 Me Bro! at 9pm with itsTsunpai and then ending the night with some GTA RP afterwards
📅Friday: Call of Duty at 10pm (Queue will be open!)
📅Saturday: SCUM at 5pm (this time may change!)
📅Sunday: Meld Studio Charity Stream- Ending Pride Month Strong

18/05/2025

My Surgery on Thursday was a success! 💕

I never imagined when I went to the ER in February that it would’ve resulted in me having to have a hysterectomy. What I thought might have been a heart attack, and then they thought it was an autoimmune issue- possibly MS, turned out to be very severe pelvic congestion syndrome partnered with adenomyosis and hidden endometriosis (they didn’t find that until they were inside removing my uterus, cervix, and fallopian tubes.)

My veins providing the blood supply to my pelvic region were 9 times bigger than they were supposed to be… and my uterus was 3 times the size it should’ve been. I had endometrial tissue growing through my uterine muscles, and I had cysts within my endometrium and uterus- and on my fallopian tubes and ovaries.

For the past decade I’d been declining in energy and suffered several stints of time where my heart couldn’t handle normal daily activities such as laundry or cleaning. It’d only been the past three years that it had been extremely debilitating. After seeing a cardiologist, an endocrinologist, a rheumatologist, an ENT, a GI doctor, a hematologist, and two gynecologists… I truly didn’t expect it to be my reproductive system slowly killing me.

To know that I will possibly be able to play with my kids again for longer than twenty minutes without needing to sit down, or go on walks outside with them… go back to the gym and not have my body start shutting down… and just have the energy to WANT to do anything again is so overwhelming.

I haven’t talked about much in extreme detail to all of you, but I’m excited for the future. I’ve got endless possibilities now, and I’m taking you all along for the ride 💕

I hope women’s medicine does better for us moving forward… I’ve heard so many stories like mine, and some way worse where others were short changed. I got the luxury of having an AMAZING gynecologist who let me SEE everything. I never had any questions unanswered, and I got every cysts or dark spot on my ultrasound explained… And never for a second had him try to not give me surgery. Women deserve better. We deserve better.

26/04/2025

Testing TikTok virtual layout with Meld today!
Come hang out and watch some Fortnite!

And if you are an Epic user- don’t forget you can use my creator code: ForeverEsoteric 🫶

26/04/2025

Sleep tomorrow, but tonight go crazy! 😏

24/01/2025

In case you missed me 😘

24/10/2024

13/10/2024

I cannot express how AMAZING it was to not just be invited as a creator to , but how surreal it was to be streaming from there- and to over 250 viewers!

is really changing the game for content creators, and I’m thankful to be a part of the movement 💚

But most of all I just want to express how thankful I am for having such an amazing Community to call my own! Not just the ForeverSquad but all of the other creators that I’ve come to know and love! I wouldn’t continue this journey if it wasn’t for you! I always say and that won’t EVER change.

I love you guys! 🫶
Thank you all for believing in me, and continuously being here to hype me up and love me even in my down time!
(IG is making my images blurry for whatever reason- if it doesn’t correct when I post then l will delete and repost later.)

13/10/2024

I had the most amazing experiences in Atlanta!
I got to meet some of my favorite people, and look forward to creating the most memories going forward!

Until next time!