11/10/2021
Before making this page I've shared off and on that, I had herpes encephalitis when I was a baby.
After I recovered I didn't look at being different in a good way. It was important for me to be like everyone else at the time. I learn at a slower pace and was going through physical therapy after being paralyzed on my left side.
As a learning difference, it wasn't anything terribly huge but in my head, it was a big deal and I was worried I would be made fun of.
I'm okay now so don't be concerned but I remembered last weekend that I told my younger self that I didn't want to live and it led to a lot of commitment issues in both my short career and in relationships.
I'm writing this more of an awakening and an unlock than anything else.
I've done a lot of work on myself over the last several years to make this realization so that's why I'm sharing it but please don't worry.
