30/09/2025
LOVE POI$ON MY CO-WORKER FORCED HIMSELF ON ME.
Admin please post for me also but my case is different.
The issue is I am a married woman and a civil servant working from the rural and my husband is in Lusaka. So last weekend me and our son decided to visit hubby, it was on Friday afternoon, we went unnoticed but alas only to find my own house there is another woman, they have been drinking and found them in our matrimonio bed.
To cut it short , to avoid killing each other, I made a U-turn in full anger, it felt like a dream coz this is the first time.
On Monday, my co worker noticed my mood, he started asking me what's wrong till I opened up so that I don't kill myself, better share than keeping things. That's how he even came home we talked outside and he was nice, helped me even cook and alas just noticed himself on me.
Yes I couldn't shout, I couldn't resist him because he is tall and mascular, his scent of the perfume, and his gentle touch made me feel like a woman, his big voice and gentle breath, I can lie I got wet also.
But here is the problem, we did it yes, even when I was refusing damn I was already wet and my no was not enough to stop him, the problem is from that time, I can't let go of my co worker, I can't stop thinking about him.
I feel so guilty about what I did coz av never done this before but hey, it's the first time I felt like am doing it, the way he could roll things, the way he could turn things up and down and side by side, I mean his veins, eeeish, I felt like someone not even hubby has done that to me since we got married. I feel so guilty but this guy did wonders.
I have not been talking to this guy for one week now and hubby has been calling and I don't pick up, hubby has written paragraphs of apologies but I just don't know what to think now.
Heaven knows I love my husband and I am really sorry for what I did, but my husband caused all this ah I just don't know.
Anyone with mature advise please I don't know what to think or what to do.
Let me know when you post please
Ruth ~