03/08/2024
Been high AF ever since last night. And no, I don't mean w**d. I mean as in my blood sugars. Been over 300 BG since yesterday, And every time it hits to like 10-15u in my pump, idk if it air bubbles or what, but my body refuses to accept it. Which really scares me that I may be becoming insulin resistant... Which is a real thing. And a real scary thing at that too. If I were official insulin doesn't work anymore, what's left? Like, literally. I can't think of anything else though even would remotely save my life. Only way would be...
A pancreas transplant? Even if I would produce my own insulin again it wouldn't solve the resistance problem. So as you can see, a real scary thing that diabetics now have to worry about. And something I'm constantly dreading. I mean, I used to take humalog, a very common name brand insulin. But anymore, humalog is not near as efficient as what I've been using the last 5 years, called Novolog. But as you can imagine, I've been on it quite a few years, and constantly worry if I'll face the same problem...
But anyway, as I'm typing it seems like my sugars are finally coming down. Been almost 12 hours now, and I was sick as hell this morning. Couldn't tell if it was from the GP (gastro) or the diabetes. Think I'm feeling a little better, that would make sense as I'm rapidly coming down. Just wish I could have a few days that would just be "normal". No diabetes issues, no insurance issues, and especially no GP issues. Just one day with no problems. Please. It's all I ask. Is that too much? 🙏🥺
Sometimes I think so. Hope everyone else has a great Saturday & weekend. If I don't get back on for a few days, y'all know what happened, just giving a heads up now (got a feeling again) 😮💨⚕️♿💊💯